i wanted to get this off my chest, its botherd me for years thinking about it and im unsure if i should send it or am i beating the dead horse with this one.

its long but good..................

you know jon it still to this day amazes me why you dont ever talk to me or audrey, it has now been about 3yrs and we still to this day dont speak, i realized along time ago are friendship would never be the same, or will it ever be the same.

i do not want to be your friend, this is not meant to try to mend anything between us because i no longer feel a friendship would ever work out, but do not take this as a bashing letter.

we always did end up bumping heads, we would always argue and fight over the stupidest of shit, i just dont think we made good friends when it came to certain things in life.

i did not try to step on you in any way, i never meant to hurt you, and it was never my intention of us not being friends, nor did i ever try back stab you in anyway.

though you may think differently of everything and im sure you do i have never hated you for it, infact i sometimes wished things were much different for us sometimes, you really were the only person i could really try and share music and games with, for some reason i felt you never accepted me, i could never live up to craigs standards as a friend and i never tried too, its a pity we couldnt more get along as we used to.

when you came back from living in louisiana you came back a changed person for life, you were no longer you and for what ever reasons you became someone else, i want you to remember that it was me and audrey who helped you out in the end of all that mess and we didnt say much of anything about it. we cared more of your safety than anything else and having you back home was a great thing except you somehow didnt feel quite the same about it.

now on the subject of me and audrey.....

i cant help i liked audrey and i never planned on getting together with her behind your back, i know this was the biggest dent in our friendship, after me and audrey started dating you didnt even want to hang out with us after time went on, you kept claiming you felt like the third wheel and im sorry you felt that way but that was your hang up and we tried not to make you feel any less of a friend to us.

we tried for the longest time to get you to come out but you choose to stay home and be by yourself playing with the computer and xbox rather spend time with us, that to me was really lame of you and im sorry if you took this offensive but we dont want to stay indoors and waste life away when there is so much to be had elsewhere.

when me and audrey found out we were having a baby our friendship was basically to its brittle end and when you ignored the fact that we sent you pictures of our baby and you couldnt even write us back a "hey fuck you" or anything and just acted like we didnt even exist, thats when i told myself i dont need friends like that.

i wish it could be diffrent but i lived to face the fact that we dont make the best of friends and im ok with that, i just want you to know i still think about us, and i hold no regret for what has happened, you made a great friend, but we lost it.

its ok to say hi to me if we ever meet again as i hold no grudge against you,

your old friend
invision Reviewed by invision on . a letter to a old friend i wanted to get this off my chest, its botherd me for years thinking about it and im unsure if i should send it or am i beating the dead horse with this one. its long but good.................. you know jon it still to this day amazes me why you dont ever talk to me or audrey, it has now been about 3yrs and we still to this day dont speak, i realized along time ago are friendship would never be the same, or will it ever be the same. i do not want to be your friend, this is not meant to Rating: 5