a letter to a old friend

[Kid Dynamite]

I wouldn't send it if i wereyou...its probably good that you were able to get your thoughts down onto paper, but sending it wont help anything, as you clearly don't want to be friends with this person, and he obviously doesen't want anything to do with you...


solike the others said...live and let live...

[Abunai]

wow, that was blatant...

invision, i like you babe; i think you are a great guy; but i think you are also a little self absorbed...

you see, people go different ways in life. sometimes a bond between freinds can last a lifetime, some times only a few hours in a crucial bind. but, it's not the parting that we should obsess over, it's the times that make the relationship truely valuable. so he's not your blood bro now, i'm sure that at one time you had a great time together...

don't send the letter. live and let die.

imo...

I love Scarlet Sky :thumbsup:

[smoke it]

dont send it dude. im sure your not, but all that letter will do is make you look like an asshole.

[Greenport]

Alls i know is that seemeed heavy. Iv lost friends before, its not fun at all.

[invision]

well before you guys think im the dick its a odd situation, we were friends for over 10yrs and we did argue over some dumb stuff but i did value his friendship, he though he was always better than everyone he walked by and had a biggest ego of anyone i ever met, generally i am a nice person but we couldnt get along im some cases.

we both had a mutual friend who was a girl, he use to date her back in school and still had feeling even though they broke up and was a few years later, she no longer had those feeling for him and didnt want anything other than the friendship they had, at the time he seemed quite ok with the way things were between them.

one night a drunk drivers smashed up audreys car and i later took her home and we hung out for a few hours and she kissed me, i did like her a whole lot and felt like a asshole for doing it on part of him but she didnt want him and I wanted her, we started dating and from then on our friendship went strait down hill.

i know i look like the asshole here but giving the situation at the time i dont feel guilty about it anymore, i tried my hardest keeping in touch with him he just grew apart from me and later isolated himself from the world not just me.

i helped this person when he had nothing in life, his mom hated him, he had next to zero friends, i gave him money when he was out and took him out to eat when he had nothing.

i was a good friend to him we just let a girl ruin it for us.

it still blows his mind im with her and which is the reason we dont talk, its a shame really we had great times together despite the worst in us.

and yes Rebgirl i can be a dickhead but only he will fully understand this letter.

[Greenport]

bro's b4 ho's lol just kiddin.

[invision]

bro's b4 ho's lol just kiddin.

i would normally agree with you but i cannot live a life alone like he wanted too, i dont know if he was afraid of woman or what but he just didnt seem interested in dating anyone, i even went out of my way and tried to pick up girls for him and he just didnt want anything to do with it.

what can i say at that point?

[Greenport]

Your friend seems unstable... He doesnt want to get married and have a family?

[invision]

Your friend seems unstable... He doesnt want to get married and have a family?

thats just it i dont know....

he told me one day in a pissy snotty way that i CANNOT comprehend his feelings, he says i just wouldnt understand it, but he never even attempted to explain how he really felt, if he just said he was upset at life and they way he was going i very well could understand where he came from, he treated me like a dummy sometimes and that made me feel like i didnt belong.

[invision]

another thing that bothered me was we all played music growing up, he had a friend(craig) who also played music but somehow i was never invited to jam with them and he treated craig like a king and me like shit when it came to certain things.

this did always upset me with him like i just wasnt good enough in his eyes or something, after we parted way i havent really picked up my guitar like i use to as it brings back some bad memories.

i never cheated him out of nothing its just dumb stuff like how i wasnt allowed to interupt him and craigs alone time and if i wanted to go to guitar center with them both its was like i asked him to have a 3 way with me, it just wouldnt happen.