ya know im having a hard time worshiping god, i mean i got court dates coming up and could lose my job. my son was taken from me by his mother just because she doesnt like me and the court systems suck. $30,000 lawyer fees in three different states dosnt mean a thing. easter is coming and should i go to church with all the other people that only go once a year. i also have a hard time at church because because i dont believe the people know my anger.... and they pretend like there all perfect and everyone is so HAPPY... bullshit, why... ya ya ya its cause they have god in there lives.. well i believe in jesus and im never as happy as those (fake) people on sunday. i dont know i guess im just venting, dont know what to do. i cant trust anyone at church functions you know, i mean how many are child molesters and snort coke on the weekends and do whatever else they seem to hide when they walk through those doors, why would anyone want to associate themselves with twofaced people. i know not all are twofaced, to me it just seems like everyone ignores that fact that we are all sinners. now dont get me wrong i talk to god and try my best to listen, but on this subject im not hearing any feedback....
med-user Reviewed by med-user on . worship ya know im having a hard time worshiping god, i mean i got court dates coming up and could lose my job. my son was taken from me by his mother just because she doesnt like me and the court systems suck. $30,000 lawyer fees in three different states dosnt mean a thing. easter is coming and should i go to church with all the other people that only go once a year. i also have a hard time at church because because i dont believe the people know my anger.... and they pretend like there all Rating: 5