I know, which is why the line saying that maybe a bit of detox would be good for me was in there.

And its not like I am smoking to forget a shitty situation that is my fault and really bad for me and taking me nowhere, I smoke to not focus so much on the fact that while I am slaving away here for my education I have to be away from the four people in the world who I really care deeply about.

I still know that I have do have a physical addiction, but I also have an oral fixation (I am so gonna get shit for that, but that is what it is called!!), which is where the nail biting comes from. I chew pens, as well, and bite my nails till I am just biting skin, and that's all the time, not just when I am sober.
vileoxidation Reviewed by vileoxidation on . DRY for the first time in eight months... First time since August that I've only smoked one time in a day...and I'm out now. ARGH. My guy's guy had lasic (spelling?) surgery yesterday so he couldn't get anything, so I'm waiting. Only till tomorrow, so I'm not that bad off, but this night has been BAD! I bite my nails when I can't smoke, and I don't really get hungry, and I am awfully tense, so I just feel like shit right now! Maybe a little bit of detox will be good for me, but I'm still having a hard night. I focus more on Rating: 5