DRY for the first time in eight months...

[vileoxidation]

First time since August that I've only smoked one time in a day...and I'm out now. ARGH.

My guy's guy had lasic (spelling?) surgery yesterday so he couldn't get anything, so I'm waiting. Only till tomorrow, so I'm not that bad off, but this night has been BAD!

I bite my nails when I can't smoke, and I don't really get hungry, and I am awfully tense, so I just feel like shit right now! Maybe a little bit of detox will be good for me, but I'm still having a hard night.

I focus more on being away from my boyfriend and my family when I can't smoke, too, and I get sad because of that, which just adds to the badness of the day. I'm so lonely without him!

I'm not having a good night.

vileoxidation Reviewed by vileoxidation on 04-07-2007. DRY for the first time in eight months... First time since August that I've only smoked one time in a day...and I'm out now. ARGH. My guy's guy had lasic (spelling?) surgery yesterday so he couldn't get anything, so I'm waiting. Only till tomorrow, so I'm not that bad off, but this night has been BAD! I bite my nails when I can't smoke, and I don't really get hungry, and I am awfully tense, so I just feel like shit right now! Maybe a little bit of detox will be good for me, but I'm still having a hard night. I focus more on Rating: 5

[Professor Dan K.]

its ok vile, we can be dry together!

i havent had any weed for like 5 days... it seems like an eternity tho.

everyone i know is somewhere for spring break so theyre arent any parties where i could bum hits off someone. and nobody is around to smoke with. i guess im just gonna have to wait til monday and buy a sack then.

the worst part is im so bored and i have nothing to do, and being high would these times so much more bearable.

i feel your pain

[vileoxidation]

its ok vile, we can be dry together!

i havent had any weed for like 5 days... it seems like an eternity tho.

everyone i know is somewhere for spring break so theyre arent any parties where i could bum hits off someone. and nobody is around to smoke with. i guess im just gonna have to wait til monday and buy a sack then.

the worst part is im so bored and i have nothing to do, and being high would these times so much more bearable.

i feel your pain

I know, I'm so bored! I want to go to bed cause I don't have anything to do.

[Scottydoo]

if you are that stuck on weed, a break might be a good idea

[emkid420]

yeah no offense dude...if ur that dependent on weed u should take a break.

[vileoxidation]

I know, which is why the line saying that maybe a bit of detox would be good for me was in there.

And its not like I am smoking to forget a shitty situation that is my fault and really bad for me and taking me nowhere, I smoke to not focus so much on the fact that while I am slaving away here for my education I have to be away from the four people in the world who I really care deeply about.

I still know that I have do have a physical addiction, but I also have an oral fixation (I am so gonna get shit for that, but that is what it is called!!), which is where the nail biting comes from. I chew pens, as well, and bite my nails till I am just biting skin, and that's all the time, not just when I am sober.

[mattks1]

sounds to me like you love your weed like others love their cigs. no worries. i usually take naps and go for drives when im out and need to pass time. youll be higher from the little break. good luck on the re-up

[vileoxidation]

sounds to me like you love your weed like others love their cigs. no worries. i usually take naps and go for drives when im out and need to pass time. youll be higher from the little break. good luck on the re-up

Yay, someone who doesn't think I'm awful...

I don't smoke cigs, I never drink, this is my only vice.

And thanks!

[Reefer Rogue]

Listen to some John Lennon, he'll get you through.

[Chieftain WeedGuyver]

I was in the same position as you 2 days ago.

My stash ran out before our estimated day, and the guy we go to for emergencies couldn't get us any so we ended up having to wait.

Picked up a little bag the day after, being sober wasn't that bad. I'd been smoking 2 maybe 3 times a day / night for about a month or two.

It's been good to me, it takes the boredom away and the signs of depression and anxiety away.

Today I finally get a large stash so I'm finally gonna be able to smoke when I want to, been craving a blunt for a while.

Well, hope you get as lucky as I have soon and get yourself a nice stash.

Later.