First time since August that I've only smoked one time in a day...and I'm out now. ARGH.

My guy's guy had lasic (spelling?) surgery yesterday so he couldn't get anything, so I'm waiting. Only till tomorrow, so I'm not that bad off, but this night has been BAD!

I bite my nails when I can't smoke, and I don't really get hungry, and I am awfully tense, so I just feel like shit right now! Maybe a little bit of detox will be good for me, but I'm still having a hard night.

I focus more on being away from my boyfriend and my family when I can't smoke, too, and I get sad because of that, which just adds to the badness of the day. I'm so lonely without him!

I'm not having a good night.
vileoxidation Reviewed by vileoxidation on . DRY for the first time in eight months... First time since August that I've only smoked one time in a day...and I'm out now. ARGH. My guy's guy had lasic (spelling?) surgery yesterday so he couldn't get anything, so I'm waiting. Only till tomorrow, so I'm not that bad off, but this night has been BAD! I bite my nails when I can't smoke, and I don't really get hungry, and I am awfully tense, so I just feel like shit right now! Maybe a little bit of detox will be good for me, but I'm still having a hard night. I focus more on Rating: 5