thanks Yr0c
slipknot, im not so sure that i agree with what you're saying
i am aware that i know my dad more than you guys, and you cant understand his thinking,
i dont think that he would be that obsessive with his power and think of himself as better than me because he overcame it
i improved my average since i started toking, and i play competitive hockey, and dont feel it affected my physical self
i was just asking for your input, and i guess you gave it
i have just thought alot about this and needed other peoples input

i think im just going to wait for more evidence, or if he catches me, tell him i found his papes and just talk about it