Sounds like you're learning to step outside the self and observe the ego. Cannabis has a tendency to do this... well not this specifically, but to make one analyse themselves and the little things we don't normally notice. This state of mind creates what's called "ego dissolution", and can be downright traumatic for some people. Ego dissolution disolves your sense of "self" and makes you see yourself for the collection of independant and yet codependant impermanent processes that it really are you.

If you really want to get control of this and find benefits rather than fear, I would advise you to practice some meditation and learn how to observe the mind in perfect stillness. The terror brought about by ego disollution, especially from stronger entheogens/hallucinogens, occures when a mind is undeveloped in the sense of understanding it's self beyond a state that is separate from the world and solidified in illusionary permanence. When one cannot acknowledge the impermant mind and illusion of self, being torn away from the self has more potential for terror than anything else.

I hope this helps you.






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