Wow thats totoally understandable at 17.

I sure harbour my own insecurites and loads of nagging thought now and agian. Fuck we all have times of trial for sure!

To give up at 17 is nuts. No way girl. I don't care if your a fucking troll, pick up an instrument. Seriosuly if you pick up a bass and put an add in the paper or put posters up at local school mentioning you play and instrument, and are looking for a band. If your a hot blond, things will go quicker. But fucking i don't know what to say really.
But at 17 you got soo many possibilities ahead of you!

Try some "Rage Against the Machine". Go for some Metallica (good first song is Fuel), Guns and Roses, good stuff like that (as someone not long ago told me). Pink
Floyd is amazing to listen to. You don't need to go out every weekend to be cool. Man it's all about whats going on in your head. If you feeling insecure because nobody invited you to party for the past 5 months. We'll mabe you should change your values. Real easy to do when the media tells you to be who your not ehh?

Do you consider yourself cool. It's in the eye of the beholder. From what i know I think your cool. Mabe you embelish things a bit. But does that really matter? Take pride in yourself!!! Your specail!!!

It's easy for people to say "buck up", especailly when their not you. But remember they only know what your showing them. And you only showing them that your insecure. Show us something more. Try a hobbie, build sense of identity and be proud of it!


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