Look, you know who you are. People try to bring you downw ith words but its just they are too weak themselves so they feel to pick on somebody else. Your parents, friends, and your sisters boss just seem liek they have something against you because maybe they know your better than they are. From what im hearing from you my dear is that you are very strong and you do not deserve the things that has happend to you and said twards you. One day you will be in heaven and they will be in hell. Then you will see that all those smiles you try to put on others faces will become your smiles. Your young and you have the rest of your life to show these people who you really are deep inside and I believe you can do anything, Your beautiful because your you. Never stop believing in yourself!