Honestly,

Even my sisters boss, whos only met me ONCE, told her that it would had been better for me never to of been born.

All through my Sophmore and Freshman year of highschool I had no friends, and my old friends would surround me in the hall everyday and tell me to kill myself because noone liked me, and theyd follow me to church *the only place to find my soul untied* and they jumped me...and burned me with lighters.

My friend I had for 14 years told me she couldnt be my friend anymore because I wasnt Christian enough...

My mom used to tell me from like age 3-11 that if she were to die it would be my fault...

My grandma before she died told me she tried to kill me when I was a baby but Grandpa wouldnt let her...maybe it was the meds...but I was 10 and those were big words that still echo in my ears..

I feel like everything is on me...actually, I dont know...I cant even explain the feeling...it hurts though...and I just wish I could be someone else...I hate me...and everything about me...

Everyone at school thinks Im always happy because I love putting on smiles for people...to see them smile...and it always makes me chuckle when someone comments about how happy I always am..

I dont know why I am posting this...I just am...I need to get everything out somewhere...and being that I really have noone to vent to...Im going to on the net...sorry
Cheeched Chick HiGh Reviewed by Cheeched Chick HiGh on . Anyone ever feel like giving up? Honestly, Even my sisters boss, whos only met me ONCE, told her that it would had been better for me never to of been born. All through my Sophmore and Freshman year of highschool I had no friends, and my old friends would surround me in the hall everyday and tell me to kill myself because noone liked me, and theyd follow me to church *the only place to find my soul untied* and they jumped me...and burned me with lighters. My friend I had for 14 years told me she couldnt be my friend Rating: 5