Penguin, I understand where you're coming from. MANY people feel this way, particularly teens and young adults. Look around the mall sometime you're there at all of the people. Just people watch. You'll see that people are all differant, some dressed well, some not, and such. All people look differant. Give yourself time to grow into your features. I'm not preaching, just pointing some things out. Me? I've been there also. I always thought of myself as a piece of human garbage, of no use to anyone or anything. Not Good! lol Then again, what do you think Bill Gates thougth of himself at times? You're a great person, You're very well liked here. The thing is,.. screw it! You are you, there's no one else in the world that can take your place. You are a vital part of this world and I'm glad to know you!