Dont worry man... evryone feels like shit sometimes... Me, there have been several times when i realized (tho its not true) That i was just a bystander... A person in the world but just to watch everyone else have fun and fall in love and stuff... And i wasn't supposed to do any of those, i couldn't... It's like i was someone's guardian angel and the only thing i could do was help them... But i now realize thats just crazy talk as i look down at the face of my climaxing girlfriend...