No one deserves to live in a hostile environment and if you have the opportunity to get out, I would seize it. You're fortunate to recognize how detrimental your parents are to you. Some don't break the perpetual cycle of negativity and essentially give in to the torment, with thoughts that actually glorify that what brings them down. Simply because your parents have provided for you since birth-giving you money for school-doesn't grant them the right to treat you like anything less than a human. Your environment plays a big role in your development and if you feel scared there or don't feel you can achieve much with so much tension in the air, then you'd be doing yourself a favor by surrounding yourself with the goodness you deserve. As for me, my guilt binds me to this dictator's home. The remainder of my life will be spent making amends.