when I'm smoke I personly am happy with what i have and work just enough hours to cover expenses of living. When I'm not high I get more agressive in every aspect. shorter temper, I work extreme overtime and save every penny barly buying food, smoke damn near 3 pack of ciggs a day, sleep like an hour a day, forgetfull, short attention span, get real parinoid and real pissed off at life. all in all I'm happier when I'm high. I scare the shit out of myself if i go too long with out smoking. but everyones different.