recently yes. I feel lonely and depressed but not today :P. But I also think, what if I never have even 1 sober memory again? What if I just trail threw life stoned as fuck. Then it gets me down because I LOVE being high, but I gotta get those sober memories too and shit ya know? and i just think alot and make myself lonely and sad like no1 understands me. I trailed off course but im high so i dont really care lol :P