I had my dad until my teen years. Home problems started when I was younger though. At first it pained me and drove me mad but honestly as I got older I realized that the guy was such a fuckin home wrecker I was relieved to see him leave. Now that he isn't around as much my depression problem really seems to have stopped. And I haven't even been smoking weed and still no depression. I guess that means when I finally start back I can enjoy my high even more since I'm not escaping from anything .