Life is one ordeal after another. Your not truely living if your not feeling pain, you have to have the pain in order to ever truely know what happiness is! Think about it, if you had a life clear of all misery. how would you know what it feels like to have pain rip at your every escence! how could you know if your truley happy if you have never experience the other side of the spectrum.

We all go through shit in different ways at different times of our lives. Some people deal with more shit in different areas, and not so much in others. Same shit different piles, but in the end its all the same shit.

Lil josh I do not pretend to understand what you are going through at the moment! we are all going through shit, some more intense then other I sure, hell I'm going through a divorce, but I'm sure there are other out there going through harder shit then that at the moment! Just do what ya have to do, but don't give up..we all have to sort through the shit to get to the good stuff in life! I hope you can get past what your going through. Death is never a solution for a temeprary problem..or even any problem.

Sorry Mods for my excessive useage of shit in this post