its not that bad, trust me, Ive been through worse as many of us others have, just take a break and get away from everything and clear your mind, it will be okay, your having a bad month, were everything you do is wrong, where everyone bitches at you for nothing, you want to die because your so overwhelmed with problems that you cant fix. just get away from it all, clear your mind, think, and face your problems with a fresh mind, it may take a while, but it will be worth it in the end. peace is everything :thumbsup: