i felt like that as a rookie. now i just couldnt give two shits. i walked in the gas station a while back baked off my ass and walked around for about 5 minutes just to get a snickers. walked up and the dude said to his buddy behind the counter, " Dat son of a bitch is zonked out" (in a southeast redneck voice). i replied with a hazy eyed smile and walked out. :smokin: