Well the friends that i thought were good friends (ever since i got suspended and had a bad drug problem with one they didn't agree on) they all pretty much abandoned me. At the time i needed help the msot i was just brushed off...
also i got some weed from my bro and i am going to smoke today and hopefully i will feel better while high...just cant get caught by my dad.

and the reason i dont talk about it - is because im ashamed.
I already kinda planned out my "death"....i dont know- but everythings changed. everythings gone to shit. I guess i lost the will to live.

i really...reallllly hate talking about it.
RyanTheCaveman Reviewed by RyanTheCaveman on . DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY!!!?? im really depressed and anxious. when i wake up i jus wanna go back to sleep. dont wanna go out anywhere in public. dont even wanna see my family. i dont know why im so depressed and anxious. been like this for a good 6 months now. weed helps alot, makes me normal. but its not strong enuff anymore. i think i need to go see the doctor. i had a few bad panic attacks. just thinkin about getting old and dying. really fucks me up. anyone else like this? or have depression and anxiety? any good med Rating: 5