after the sick indaviduals raped me,they told me they were going to kill me if i opened my mouth and turned them in,,,i never did untill 2 yrs ago,,i finally was able to talk about it, ( happened1976,),,i have a son,,now a new girlfriend with 3 kids,,i am a asshole when it comes to careing for my kids,they are so much protected by me,,i will not allow them to go to mall,movies,i pick them up,drop them off at school,,i tell them not to trust anybody when away from house,,keep with 2 or more and parent with no matter what,,they no how i feel and i try not to let them name sling like i do but it is real hard ,,i was going to be killed after being raped,,luckilly i was so scared at that young age 16 when i went in,,i lied about my age fore 4 months before finally being able to go into boot camp,,but i was listed a g-man now,,i had the world to look at,,then sick fucks like queers who never had a real piece in there lives,,came along and did that to me,,ill go to my grave being a fag and dyke hater,,i know the real them,,,they are sick and perveted fucks,,my freedom of speech and opinion