Lol man, I hate it because when I do have food. It's all gone...when I become sober, my stomach hurts because there's so much food. Feels like its stretching. Also, I get really sleepy and I can't sleep because there's too much food in my belly. I feel like I'm really fat because my breathing is different.

For example, I got super baked. I made a 1lb burger with some wheat bread. There was no mustard, ketchup or anything. I started to eat it little by little, then soon enough it was gone in 10 minutes. I wasn't that full, it was just like damn. No more beef = no more speghetti = no more hamburger helper = failure. So I start eating all the oatmeal and all the cerial and all a sudden I'm out of milk = etc. Ah thank god water is free and ramen noodles are only 12 cents each on sale. Why am I so fucking skinny...c'mon food stamps, get at me!