I meant in the past although dont push it even now.

I was also implying the craziness of the world and how i would have easily believed it if you said broken face and helicopter away from stealing 20 $..

Violence just happens and i just happened to see lots of it and well i didnt try to stop it well say... sorrrrry hope im not too hated it was the past im living different place still looking over shoulder hard habit to break but now i usually dont see anything out of ordinary over my shoudler.