Quote Originally Posted by stinkyattic
Hmmm I like dick and have never had any cucumber related urges... wtf!
Let me rephrase that. I was fighting sexual urges. Not necessarily homosexual urges. Boy, I've really put my foot in my mouth. I'm not gay, nor am I "bi-curious," I'm just very horny. That's not saying I get so horny that I fantasize about men. Who knows? I could be in denial for all I know. One might think he would feel such a pressure and wake up. The thought/fear that I was raped isn't grounds for homosexuality. I've had thoughts that the town I live in watches everything I do on a television, like some twisted version of The Truman Show. Just because the thought came up doesn't make it truth. And as far as I'm aware, having a penis forcefully inserted into my anus isn't some deep-rooted desire of mine either. I'm not homophobic but when my sexuality comes into question, then the matter becomes very sensitive. Despite what I said earlier, I do not think I could accept being gay, it would mean my sexuality chose me and not the other way around like it should be. I'd probably lose my mind and do a flip off a building.
Ganj Reviewed by Ganj on . The doors of sexuality. I think I am bi-sexual. I have reoccurring thoughts of having intercourse with another guy. Well I have accepted my sexuality, although not wholly. Intercourse with another male is still merely a dream...A very twisted one at that. I don't think I could do it. I don't think I could take it! I don't get it. How can someone's sexuality be affirmed unless they have explored the limits of their own interest without bailing out to avoid the judgments and torment of societies, friends, family? Our Rating: 5