Quote Originally Posted by stinkyattic
Hmmm I like dick and have never had any cucumber related urges... wtf!
Let me rephrase that. I was fighting sexual urges. Not necessarily homosexual urges. Boy, I've really put my foot in my mouth. I'm not gay, nor am I "bi-curious," I'm just very horny. That's not saying I get so horny that I fantasize about men. Who knows? I could be in denial for all I know. One might think he would feel such a pressure and wake up. The thought/fear that I was raped isn't grounds for homosexuality. I've had thoughts that the town I live in watches everything I do on a television, like some twisted version of The Truman Show. Just because the thought came up doesn't make it truth. And as far as I'm aware, having a penis forcefully inserted into my anus isn't some deep-rooted desire of mine either. I'm not homophobic but when my sexuality comes into question, then the matter becomes very sensitive. Despite what I said earlier, I do not think I could accept being gay, it would mean my sexuality chose me and not the other way around like it should be. I'd probably lose my mind and do a flip off a building.