The fact that I would even consider myself to be bi-sexual is interesting in itself! However, it's true I have thought about having sex with another male the notion comes from a fear that I was raped by a male friend while I was unconscious. I believed it was some irrational fear until the time came where another friend of mine admitted he too thought he was raped while he was unconscious. The fact of the matter is that these thoughts are pertinent to sexuality and although my orientation hangs in the balance, opening myself to my interests remains ever more important than disguising them with pride. This has "life lesson" written all over it.