The doors of sexuality.

[Coelho]

if I had a half-bottle of rum with coke, then I could let myself get head from another dude

its what booze does with people...
more a reason for me dislike booze, and keep on smoke. :jointsmile:

Coelho Reviewed by Coelho on 03-20-2007. The doors of sexuality. I think I am bi-sexual. I have reoccurring thoughts of having intercourse with another guy. Well I have accepted my sexuality, although not wholly. Intercourse with another male is still merely a dream...A very twisted one at that. I don't think I could do it. I don't think I could take it! I don't get it. How can someone's sexuality be affirmed unless they have explored the limits of their own interest without bailing out to avoid the judgments and torment of societies, friends, family? Our Rating: 5

[Ganj]

In the closet? It's not possible. I'm not confirming any of my thoughts in regards to my sexuality. I love women. I seek women. I want to hold a women by my side, romance her and be what she needs.

My sexuality came into question when I combined an irrational fear (being raped) with present moment words. I felt the people around me were trying to persuade me that I am homosexual. And for my respect, I allowed myself to contemplate the validity of such a claim before questioning the sexuality of those I felt violated me. I thought many of my friends were bi-sexual once these thoughts occurred. They tell me that these notions are delusions of grandeur, but the uncertainty of my own preference remains a mystery as the indifference toward homosexuality has clouded my own vision. How am I to know if my interest in a woman is merely masking the hidden truth? Yes. I can proclaim my admiration and fascination for women until I am blue in the face. The fact remains that I do not know where my sexuality lies, however when it surfaces perspicuously I will not be afraid to accept it.

[PlantBoxer]

Find your local swingers club and go there. Once you jump into a pile of extremly sexual people...doing all sorts of delicious debuchery to each other.....you'll know what your sexual preferences are.

[stinkyattic]

Hmmm I like dick and have never had any cucumber related urges... wtf!

[Ganj]

Hmmm I like dick and have never had any cucumber related urges... wtf!

Let me rephrase that. I was fighting sexual urges. Not necessarily homosexual urges. Boy, I've really put my foot in my mouth. I'm not gay, nor am I "bi-curious," I'm just very horny. That's not saying I get so horny that I fantasize about men. Who knows? I could be in denial for all I know. One might think he would feel such a pressure and wake up. The thought/fear that I was raped isn't grounds for homosexuality. I've had thoughts that the town I live in watches everything I do on a television, like some twisted version of The Truman Show. Just because the thought came up doesn't make it truth. And as far as I'm aware, having a penis forcefully inserted into my anus isn't some deep-rooted desire of mine either. I'm not homophobic but when my sexuality comes into question, then the matter becomes very sensitive. Despite what I said earlier, I do not think I could accept being gay, it would mean my sexuality chose me and not the other way around like it should be. I'd probably lose my mind and do a flip off a building.

[Ganj]

'I don't want to be gay' | Alternative | Health | Telegraph

Facing up to your sexuality?!?! What the fuck is this cunt talking about?! This slapstick is gay, but doesn't want to be. Okay, then have sex with women? Apparently he isn't attracted to women. How in the hell is that possible for me?! It's not! I love girls. Big girls, tall girls, old girls, black girls, white girls. At times I find myself gawking at their curves as they pass by and I calm the sudden erection, as if they're some piece of meat that I can just beat up. And I mean to be offensive, strong and domineering. I want you to know that I fantasize having you pressed against the wall, while you tear your nails into my back. I visualize my dick hiding away in that shadow between your tight, provocative jeans. I dream of your warm cunt wrapping it's dripping lips around my penis. Call me what you will. I know what I want. And it's not Rico's sweet lips, either. It's women. I've got a hard on...