the strange desire in the back of your head

has anyone else ever experienced a strong sensation of REALLY wanting to punch a peice of wood or stab someone?
i'm not a violent person, i never get in fights or anything.
but sometimes i'm just sitting by myself and i'll tense up and start shaking and be like "i want to fucking kill something right now"
it's not like i go and do it when i get that feeling though, it just comes and goes kinda randomly. i just get that feeling once in a while (like right now..... which is why i need to find a fucking lighter so i can smoke). seems pretty normal to me...

I get that way when Ive lost something and cant find it ANYWHERE!!! or if I'm losing a game or something :)

i think they call that the dr jeckel in all of us

i get that way a lot especially when drunk the only thing ive punched so far was a dead end sign

when I play games sometimes, like for instance I just got Need for Speed Underground 2. Some of them races. I just cust and curse

Once I was so mad at somebody I took a large carving knife and stabbed the tires of his beloved mountain bike. Our relationship was never the same. :rolleyes:

Yeah i get like that sometimes, like when you lose something or like if you have high expectations for something and it gets fucked over.

yeah i go in my closet with a knife and stabb away....i may be angry but i aint gonna kill somone....

and you got it mized up

dr jeckyll is the good guy, the hyde in all of us is the evil part

happens to me all the time. The thing is that I haven't vented my frustration on someone physically in years so I get very worked up whenever I get this feeling.

ahh yes the snap.
been there.
went through a period where id fantasise about mass killings with shotguns down the main street.
also had a strange urge to ram a pencil in my head one time. it was like there was a cetain nerve i wouldnt mind scratching in my brain.
ive wanted to hit so many people though.
ahh those were the days...
like yesterday lmao.
na.
but seriously...
no.
lol
:confused:
:D

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Originally Posted by kr1Nx01

has anyone else ever experienced a strong sensation of REALLY wanting to punch a peice of wood or stab someone?
i'm not a violent person, i never get in fights or anything.
but sometimes i'm just sitting by myself and i'll tense up and start shaking and be like "i want to fucking kill something right now"
it's not like i go and do it when i get that feeling though, it just comes and goes kinda randomly. i just get that feeling once in a while (like right now..... which is why i need to find a fucking lighter so i can smoke). seems pretty normal to me...

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Howdy kr1Nx01,

Well..it could be,that you are showing signs of a manic-depressive disorder,that you may be bi-polar,or paranoid-schizophrenic,with violent,psychotic tendencies..could be an anxiety/panic attack..it could be a number of things. Try taking slow ,deep breaths and focusing on a happy time or place..count to ten..spark up a doobie.

Have a good one...Torog :D

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Originally Posted by maryjanemama

Once I was so mad at somebody I took a large carving knife and stabbed the tires of his beloved mountain bike. Our relationship was never the same. :rolleyes:

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Once I was so mad at someone in a fit of blind temper I picked up a tree in a terracota pot and threw it through the windscreen of his new Celica GT4 :eek:
He drove away and all the soil was sucked in through the vents and blew the turbo :(
We got over it..................eventually :rolleyes:

Word of warning guys
If you're gonna confess to indescretions, don't stand beside your gleaming pride and joy with a "ffs get over it look" on your face ;)

When I look back now, I can't believe I could even lift the bloody thing off the ground - never mind send it sailing through the air :)
A woman scorned eh.....can be a powerful thing :p

yea i usually get pissed off at the stupidest things like if i drop something on the floor il be like wtf!!!! and if im playn a video game and i get pissed i curse alot, cursing really helps me get my anger out rarely do i ever throw things but thats probably because im too cheap to replace them if they break...

I sometimes get the urge to pay my ex-best mate a visit - he shagged my wife (now ex).
The things I'd like to do to him, don't bear thinking about (Res has a very darkside mwhahaha).

But everytime I think about it, I just relax and smile to myself...He's expecting me to do just that, so better that I let him continue to jump at every noise, and worry who might be at the door, and wonder if his car has been vandalised...

lol...karma...can keep a man sane, ya know ;)

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Originally Posted by Lulu

Once I was so mad at someone in a fit of blind temper I picked up a tree in a terracota pot and threw it through the windscreen of his new Celica GT4 :eek:
He drove away and all the soil was sucked in through the vents and blew the turbo :(
We got over it..................eventually :rolleyes:

Word of warning guys
If you're gonna confess to indescretions, don't stand beside your gleaming pride and joy with a "ffs get over it look" on your face ;)

When I look back now, I can't believe I could even lift the bloody thing off the ground - never mind send it sailing through the air :)
A woman scorned eh.....can be a powerful thing :p

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So, true, Lu...I caught him with some dirty hippie skanky girl and he felt my wrath. Fucking musicians...never fucking again.

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Originally Posted by Torog

Howdy kr1Nx01,

Well..it could be,that you are showing signs of a manic-depressive disorder,that you may be bi-polar,or paranoid-schizophrenic,with violent,psychotic tendencies..could be an anxiety/panic attack..it could be a number of things. Try taking slow ,deep breaths and focusing on a happy time or place..count to ten..spark up a doobie.

Have a good one...Torog :D

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i was badly depressed and paranoid back then.
had a couple of stress seizures.
i tried living on food instead of drugs alcohol and cofee.
it worked wonders.

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Originally Posted by kr1Nx01

has anyone else ever experienced a strong sensation of REALLY wanting to punch a peice of wood or stab someone?
i'm not a violent person, i never get in fights or anything.
but sometimes i'm just sitting by myself and i'll tense up and start shaking and be like "i want to fucking kill something right now"
it's not like i go and do it when i get that feeling though, it just comes and goes kinda randomly. i just get that feeling once in a while (like right now..... which is why i need to find a fucking lighter so i can smoke). seems pretty normal to me...

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I suppose that's quite normal when you're angry but if you feel like that even when you're not angry you should talk to someone before you carry your ideas through. Better safe than sorry. I've had broken knuckles from punching things and i even stuck a heavy duty staple through my thumb just because i felt like it. I knew why the woman killed her sister too but i'm not a pschopath....honest. :D

i don't actually punch walls or anything. and i get angry because of the feeling, not the feeling because i'm angry. i guess i have high blood pressure or something heh.

Sometimes I just have a really strong urge to beat the shit out of someone for absolutely no reason. 3/4 of the time I don't even know them, but I just get the feeling that it would be really, reallllllllllllllllllllllllllly satisfying. Like a mindgasm.



And it is too...le sigh.

[QUOTE=zarathustra]Sometimes I just have a really strong urge to beat the shit out of someone for absolutely no reason. 3/4 of the time I don't even know them, but I just get the feeling that it would be really, reallllllllllllllllllllllllllly satisfying. Like a mindgasm.
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I used to be like this on a sub-conscience level. Just alot of anger I guess. But I gave up fighting ;) loong time agos in high-school to much of a guilty conscience.

But yea, you see that one guy eye-balling you. And you just wanna go drop that mother fucker. :D

KR1 I think that might be hormone related (testosterone) floods the system in the teens...and cause's havoc..with anger management

I get that only it's normaly in supermarkets.

Have you tried working out? It's a good way to get it out of ya.:)

i feel like killing someone all the time.. i really dont think its normal.. i just know i have had a lot of shit. the joints help me to keep calm. but christ what the fuck is normal??

I hav really bad problems controllin my anger so i do mad shit all the time, i'v punched throo doors, ripped them off their hinges, smashed a wardrobe with a cricket bat, punched a mirror until the glass was all inside me nuckles threw a statue of groucho marks down th stairs lol... but i'v never had th ffeelin of wantin 2 kill sum1, its jus a spare of th moment thing i cnt help if im aggrivated! I'm goin bk 2 anger management soon tho so wish me luck... ... ... or i'l beat th shit out of ya! lol only messin peeps PEACE!!!

Used to happen all the time. In fact, I would almost always act on it. Put 3 holes in my old houses walls. So, finally we discovered the reason. I'm bi-polar. Now I'm on pills ((effexor, depakote, and seroquel)) and I've gotta say my life has improved massively. But, now thanks to marijuana and salvia, I've decided to slowly ween off my effexor and seroquel, leaving only my depakote. Just don't do anything too stupid. For example in a fit of rage at the officers in your house trying to pick you up and take you to the hospital because your wrists and gushing blood, don't, say... take the exacto knife out of your pocket and try to to poke one of the officers a little bit in the arm so he'll fuck off and let you die. Okay, personal experience there. Anyway, I was lucky the officer was cool as hell and just sent me to a kids psych ward for 3 weeks ((fucking hell. I swear I've never been in a place so terrible)) instead of pressing any charges or anything.

*cough*psycho*cough*

-kills himself-

Naw, my psychosis days are over

Encatuse, every time I see one of your posts I could never figure out what your avatar was.. ive been trying to work it out lol at first i thought it was som wierd-ass science-fiction thing hahahaha but yea, its a cool avatar

I get that feeling all the time. Especially when I'm Drunk. About 2 weeks ago me and a bunch of friends were wasted. we decided for some unknown reason to find someone to fight, and went down 2 floors in my dorm and beat the shit out of some random huge kid. it was so funny, he said he didn't want to fight, and then he threw the first punch. by the end of the fight he was on the ground and we were kickin his face, hahahahaha. I feel bad about it now.

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Originally Posted by str82hevenDS

I get that feeling all the time. Especially when I'm Drunk. About 2 weeks ago me and a bunch of friends were wasted. we decided for some unknown reason to find someone to fight, and went down 2 floors in my dorm and beat the shit out of some random huge kid. it was so funny, he said he didn't want to fight, and then he threw the first punch. by the end of the fight he was on the ground and we were kickin his face, hahahahaha. I feel bad about it now.

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youre a prick

I was thinking the same thing ghost what a complete prick

You're laughing about it but feel bad? Yeah I doubt that. Asshole. I bet if it was a fair fight that guy would have destroyed you. Too bad he didnt have a gun on him, eh?

Oh, and ghost, thanks. ^.^ Its actually a pic I made in photoshop of a joint I rolled. And it says Drugs Make Me Cool. Then I jazzed it all up. It's alot bigger then the avatar allows so you cant really read it.

haha, I love that u all got real upset about that, i'm not gonna lie, any body who would do that shit, is a prick. the fight wasn't completely unfair thoug, the dude was huge, we're all small. anyway, remember how i said he threw the first punch, well what happened was we walked by his room and he stared me down, so in the drunken state I was in i was like"you got a problem?" he said "keep movin spic" I'm hispanic and there are quite a few racist people at my college. thats not even why I faught him either, it was when he called me small that I started cussing him out and thats when he threw a punch. I should have explained it better, but it is a pretty funny story the way I previously told it.

oh, and by a bunch of friends i meant 4 of us were walkin around, but me and one other person were the only ones who fought. trust me though, he was huge, i'm shocked we won

when people are stupid it gets me cazy like i want to introduce their face to my knee, like this neighbor i have who thinks the world revolves around them because their mother spoiled them. :mad: She won't leave shit alone, keeps moving other peoples stuff around the apartment complex if she doesn't like it there, and has a bad habit of being two faced and when confronted tells a person to fuck off. :mad: :mad: :mad: yeah, she gets me crazy. And how 'bout those bad drivers? But oh well, without introducing their faces to our knees how else can we deal with stupid people other than some seriously good weed? :D :D :confused:

Happends to me when my parents piss me off.
My mom has this ona nd off temper so it pisses me off.
I'de love to shoot someone in the heand, or stab them 50 times.
Oh yes, it'd feel very refreshing to me.
But that doesent mean i do it.
One can dream can she?

to all, has anyone tried taking up a full contact sport,,,I found that this was a excellent way of getting rid of pent up anger,,a good friend of mine has written a no. of books on controlling anger and aggression and understanding fear .....have a go we used to have a sess called animal house where almost anything went gloves off..floor fighting(grappling) good shit.

I used to do Judo untill I fucked up a throw and really damaged my spa partner's neck.:( Then I felt guilty and never went back.

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Originally Posted by duppy man

to all, has anyone tried taking up a full contact sport,,,I found that this was a excellent way of getting rid of pent up anger,,a good friend of mine has written a no. of books on controlling anger and aggression and understanding fear .....have a go we used to have a sess called animal house where almost anything went gloves off..floor fighting(grappling) good shit.

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Kinda like Fight Club? That would be awesome! I'd love to try that sometime.

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Originally Posted by duppy man

to all, has anyone tried taking up a full contact sport,,,I found that this was a excellent way of getting rid of pent up anger,,a good friend of mine has written a no. of books on controlling anger and aggression and understanding fear .....have a go we used to have a sess called animal house where almost anything went gloves off..floor fighting(grappling) good shit.

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all i do is deeply supress it. it seems to work :p