Alright this might be a sort of long post but anyway here goes. Alright so I recently get drug tested so I can smoke again because at my school we get tested like once a year minimum. So first incident is yesterday my stepdad had to get on my computer to use the internet because his wasn't working on his laptop. I come home from my friends blazed since we've been smoking before school every day this week. My mom comes in and tells me hey your stepdad was on your computer earlier and saw a few things drug related. I said what? She said things like links of weed info stuff like that and asked me if I did drugs. I said no! I don't do drugs and if you don't beleive me check my drug test thats about to come in. Then she said,"That's just the thing, I saw a link on how to pass a hair test." Then I think, god dammit how can this get any worse. So she said just tell me you don't do drugs and i'll beleive you. Of course I said no I don't so she said she believes me. I thought it was all behind us until today I get home after blazing at my friends and say what the hell, another bowl in the back yard.(My backyard is really small just like a few feet in every direction then its fenced off) So I go into the corner and duck under the fence so no one can see me toke. As I am about to open the door I noticed I stirred up some leaves kicking the ash up. So I went over and stomped them back into the garden. As my mom is about to leave for the gym like two hours later she says,"Why were you in the backyard?" and I say,"Uh what are you talking about?" Then she says I saw some leaves kicked up onto the patio that weren't there this morning. I was like WTF WHO NOTICES THOSE LITTLE THINGS. So she kept asking me what I was doing and I said idk looking for something and she said what? I said nothing important just stop being so paranoid. Then came upstairs, but the way I wasn't so fast to answer makes me wonder if she knows. I just started smoking weed not too long ago and just again now getting to smoke after having to wait for my drug test it might all be gone:[. Now my stepdad who is a very nice man couldn't even have told he did a lot of drugs told me, with his friends when he was in college he would go out with his friends and drop acid. He also said he smoked weed back then. Now I have already mentioned to my mom the fact that he smoked weed and she said, "Oh, it was okay back then you know that." I said bullshit what makes it any different from today? So with all the recent events not helping the other one out at all I'm very paranoid that my mother knows and or is suspicious of me smoking. I'm pretty sure my parents would really fuck me up if I got caught. My stepdad said that he doesn't give a shit what I do, just if I get caught. So what's your opinion? Previous to these incidents nothing ever drug/weed related ever came up. Now its really awkward because i'm afraid they're gonna get me in a discussion mode and try and talk it out of me.:(
Sorry for the long post but thanks for reading
