I sit here calmly, but my blood i boiling.

I sometimes ask myself wether i am capable of murder. and the answer is yes. i am i can and will kill another human being if my life is threatened. right now, my life isn't being threatened. but someone is fucking around with my well being. that means, my happiness has been shat on.

it's 10:30pm monday, in melbourne right now.Sunday morning at 7 am i gave my dealer a call. and he said he would come around later that evening. so i get home and twiddle my fucking thumbs and watch tv. when you want weed, you want weed right? so i wait and wait and fucking wait till 10 pm. so thats over 12 hours of waiting. and then he sends me a message saying he thought he had some at home but he was dry. sorry, he'll come around tomorrow. as a result of no weed, i didn't go to sleep last night.

so i'm up all night on the computer, and then at 12 midday i give him a call. he says i'm playing golf right now, but i'll come around your place later on tonight. well just like yesterday, i wait, and wait and wait and just before, about 15 mins ago, i gave him a call and he said, dude i am dry, i thought i could get some but i couldn't.

i may be a newbie to this weed smoking shit, but i could run a better fucking business with my slanted eyes closed. i don't give a shit that HE couldn't get me the weed. but why the fuck did he say 2 days in a row that he could get me my shit when he couldn't? wtf? 2 days i have been waiitng.

so like i said. i'm sitting here calmly, and then i immediately call him back and ask him if he's sure he's gonna get his supply tomorrow, because if he can't, he has to tell me so i can go and find another source.

and you know what really grinds my gears. all the bitching and swearing and writing and punctuation marks and fucking typos and posts isn't GOING TO BRING ANY FUCKING WEED INTO MY HANDS TONIGHT.

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okay so between this paragraph and the last, half an hour has passed. and i sit here calmly again, the blood is back to it's regular temperature.

sometimes life sucks. i'm over it. :p

lol funny kid :) call anuva dealer

i wish i could. but at this time, no one is gonna make house calls. i'll just have to wait.

i'm guessing you're pretty baked right now?

You think you're in a rough patch?

I haven't had anything in 2 months and 2 weeks now.. Well, once, while I was drunk.. (it doesn't count)

nope lol its 12:23 ive been excluded from skl again n im bored :)

lol no1 rnd ere makes house calls most ur get is sum1 come meet u in a car but thats only if ur lucky.

just chuck some shoes on and walk to ya nearest dealer.

woah, 2 months and 2 weeks. dryspell?

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woah, 2 months and 2 weeks. dryspell?

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What do you think??:rolleyes:

my local dealer has a customer service, 07903234566 you get fowarded t his mum where you tell her your problem and if it is covered by the user agreement you can go to her and get a refund. :)








lol if any belives this your funny!

its weed not crack.

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What do you think??:rolleyes:

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lol. well maybe you're quitting. didn't want to make an ass out of u and me. :thumbsup:

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its weed not crack.

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who said anything about crack? :confused:

no you gave me the impression you were feinding for crack

no, i'm just pissed of cuz my dealer is unreliable. :)

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lol. well maybe you're quitting. didn't want to make an ass out of u and me. :thumbsup:

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quitting?!

Why would I spend my time on www.cannabis.com if I were?! :p

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quitting?!

Why would I spend my time on www.cannabis.com if I were?! :p

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Hoping some bud would fall from the sky? :D

grow your own shit.

lol! thats why i was so stunned when you said 2 months 2 weeks. i was going to ask why you would want to torture yourself by coming here.

it's a catch 22, when i'm baked i'm in front of the telly or doing other stuff, but when i'm drya nd i'm waiting, i come on here and it just drives me insane cuz everyone else is having a party and i didn't get an invite ya know what i'm saying?

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grow your own shit.

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I do!:thumbsup:

He still lives with his parents, how can you tell him to grow his own.(<----im talking about tokinasianguy, not paranoia :) )

Just try to meet new people tokinasianguy :-/
Hope it all works out. Come by and we'll smoke my weed :)

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grow your own shit.

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yeah, i started last week. i've got this tiny little plant thing but i dunno what to do with it. i don't know shit about growing and the grow faqs here are all "what lighting should i use" or "what yields should i expect", when all i want to know is, "do i just plant it and hope it's a girl?" it's very cute though (the little plant that is).

okay, it's 12:30pm, day three of no weed. sorry regular dealer, i'm gonna call one of your competitors cuz at least i know he's gonna hook me up.

Haha talk about being addicted. Regardless of how you feel now, I would have mistaken your drug of choice for meth after reading that first post. Killing someone? Not being able to sleep at night? Someone has a problem.....

That sucks. I know what you mean about the dealers not calling back to let you know if it's not going to happen and you wasting your time waiting around. I hate that shit.

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Haha talk about being addicted. Regardless of how you feel now, I would have mistaken your drug of choice for meth after reading that first post. Killing someone? Not being able to sleep at night? Someone has a problem.....

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don't take the words to literally my friend. it's just my way of expressing myself. like i said, "i sit here calmly" it was just angry thoughts thats all.

leave the guy alone....
it happens to me all the time...
especially after i finish off a bag and dont get fully blazed...
i feel stink as and feel bored as fuck...
and it makes u so pissed when someone fucks you around...
especially when ur waiting to score...

lol weeds pritty much part of my chemicle makeup....
when i start growing ill be happy 24-7
all my spare energy will be devoted to growing...xD

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Hmm... seems like you need to find another outlet besides weed.

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Try rubbing one out. No matter how I'm feeling that always puts me to sleep. Then when I wake up it's all good. :thumbsup:

sounds like a business oppurtunity to me :D
if u know anyone that sells weight and is relable, id start a little hustle on the side, free herb and a little extra coin in the pocket :D

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Try rubbing one out. No matter how I'm feeling that always puts me to sleep. Then when I wake up it's all good. :thumbsup:

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rubbing one out used to work. now once i get started i just wanna keep going.

whats that line? when the stress burns my brain like acid rain drops, mary jane is the only thing that makes the pain stop.

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sounds like a business oppurtunity to me :D
if u know anyone that sells weight and is relable, id start a little hustle on the side, free herb and a little extra coin in the pocket :D

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it could be. but i dunno, selling isn't something i wanna get into. :o

My best dealer was exactly like that. He always had the best stuff but wasn't reliable worth a shit.

I told him I was out with his bullshit and I've never bought from him again. Weed was never worth me waiting on someone I didn't give two shits about :D

I feel for ya, dealers suck ass sometimes. They can be so long...