ever since i was young, ive been different..ive always felt i was more open-eyed that almost eveyrone else..that i was somehow immune to the brainwashing our culture puts the natural mind through. while others were caught up in the game of humanity, reality, trying to obtain things that arent really there, ive been playing in my own world, my world..not theirs. watching theirs unfold, waiting for my turn to show everyone what i can really accomplish. sometimes laughing at the stupidity and ridiculousness of humanity..ive always been so different..
i could never understand how anyone could play by the rules of humanity, and stay sane..could let their life slip by, getting a job and working for a living, never knowing anything else but monotony..the same day after day after day, not even questioning it all! until i realised that nearly noone ever really questiones our lives, what we are told, questions EVERYTHING. its a global rat-race, to be able to call things yours, things that come form the earth. nature even! and its controlled by a select few, wathing us, looking at us as pawns, jsut minions in their plot, not even as real people with hopes, fears, loves, friends and life! and inside, it makes me so so sick. so many people blinded, controlled, dead to something greater and more exciting then they are told of
and now i cant play by their rules, ever..for the sake of my sanity
and im so happy for it
so so happy
<3
are there any people who think at all like me? or am i the only one..
ii cant be
ps, sorry for my ranting, not expecting to many to care, but those of you who do..
congratulations
your taking the first step to be like-minded to me :)