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well everyone
it happened
he died
i dont even know what to say
he was pissed at me when he went to sleep
cuz i was out almost all night
and then i get wakne up this morning
he isnt breathing
he is pale
i dont know what to do
b ye
im crying like a baby
damn, sorry to hear that.
I am so, so sorry, Haze. I can't imagine what it is like to lose someone that you love that much.
Don't blame yourself for anything, though! I hope you don't think you somehow caused this. You didn't, and I'm sure if your dad could tell you one more thing, it's that he loves you more than anything, and that he is really proud of you.
Cry as much as you want, crying always helps me, though I do it too much...
Shit Im so so sorry :(
My thoughts are with you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
damn lil haze
im speechless
sorry to hear that
in a way i kinda hope your just fucking around
I hope you're just putting us on, too, Haze, but if you're not, I'm sure sorry. That's rough.
Sorry to hear that, that's some deep stuff. Whatever happened between you and your dad, take it and use it as motivation to go forward in life. Maybe some things can't be undone, but you can always shape the future!
I dont know what to say, there isn't really anything to say to make it better really
im so sorry thats happened.
our thoughts are with u.
unfortunately this is the most true statment said in this thread so far... and it just plain sucks... i know it's true because the family memeber i loved the most was taken away...Quote:
I dont know what to say, there isn't really anything to say to make it better really
i don't know what to say either, i never do... we're a community and i do care, i know it hurts, even if we weren't a community, it still hurts anyone... and i just want to take that pain away, but i can't... da haze, just because your dad was mad at you when he went to sleep, doesn't mean he's mad at you now, very much the opposite this i'm positive of. don't dwell on the fact that 'it's your fault' or 'he hated me when he died' because it will eat at you and eat at you, til there's nothing left to eat and you're just a void of anger and hate, and i know you're better then that...
He dies and the first thought that comes in your head is, "I must post at the cannabis boards...?" Like I've said before, when Zero Revolt did this, the last thing that would pop into my head if my father died, is to come on the internet and make a post about it. Plus, with your track record of 98% bullshit, I can easily guess this is the same thing.
and you're going to feel like one huge ass if you're wrong... i've said it before, even if they've done it a million times, even if you're sure they're lying, you still express your sympathys, or keep your mouth shut, or whatever, this is exactly the type of thing that can drive a person the way wrong way when they're in this situation.Quote:
Originally Posted by Nochowderforyou
half the people here have no one else they can talk to...Quote:
Originally Posted by Nochowderforyou
Haze it six i know,,, but it is what was meant to be... Life has no guarantees!!! Looks like you need to be a lot more responsible now... Be strong for the funeral bro...
God rest the in peace,,, Amen...
Was thinking about you yesterday and was going to post a message about enjoying your posts no matter how controversial. I was just too lazy to do it so here it is now and I feel bad for you that life sucks and things never go the way we planned.
no really
he did
im on the PC to get my mind offa shit
it was weird... i woke up at like 7 to put plates in the dishhwasher
and i saw him
but didnt say anything
next thing i know my bro is waking me up
saying that dads not breathing
im not fucking around with you guys
i swear on my moms life
it wasnt the first thing i did
we were waiting for the coroner
i jus dunno what to say.......
im so sorry man. if you need to talk or something hit me up on msn or email [email protected]
I guess what pissed you off is the last thing you heard your dad say to you..
Keep in mind he yelled at you because he cares for you and was worried about you. His last words to you were not of anger and hate but were actually words of care and love.
2006 seems to be a bad year.
I got robbed, my dad went insane, my friend's mom died, my other friend's parents got divorced, my uncle's wife is cheating on him and his kid has anorexia, the list goes on.
2007 better be a good fucking year. At least for video games it will cause of those 2 new consoles coming out. But let's hope happy events follow up as well!
6 is truely the devil's number though..
im sorry but i understand nochowders reaction if you cry wolf when the wolf does gome no 1 will beleive you.
If your father passed away im sorry i dont know what to say, but times are tuff - lays of the drugs and drink..etc for a bit get over it in your OWN way.
Robert
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Originally Posted by Pride
hurray for the ps3 :rolleyes::p
stfu son and show some respect for da haze meister
we're all crying out for ya man.
ps3 ftw
;) thanks pride back at ya :)
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Originally Posted by Pride
you just need to see where chowder and rob is coming from, there have been lots of threads where he cried wolf and its just hard to believe this one, im not saying its not true, but my deepest condolences are for haze, but i swear, if i find out your lying again i will never ever speak to you again haze cause this would be the last straw for every1 and you will lose respect from every1....but i pray in a way you are crying wolf again because i just cant imagine losing a parent.....:(
Sorry to hear of your loss.......
Glad you went on that road trip with him.
My prayers are with you and your family haze.........
I don't want to really say anything but you have my condolences...
I can tell this is real... when I'm really upset on the computer, I make a ton of typos and twitch and hit the enter button a lot, etc...
Pull through it man... I was really bummed when my grandparents died, but helping go through their house and organize stuff made me get some closure, just thinking about all the good memories of when I was a small kid...
And it really sucks that you guys were mad at eachother the last time you saw eachother... That's how it was with my mom and her mom (my grandmother).. But you just gotta remember, you were only mad at him for that night, you still love him as your father and he still had all the love for his son...
Sorry, I typed a lot... but I hope it works out for you man
That's awful, man.
Pull through.
....Omfg man. I dont even know what to say. It just didnt seem like it would happen. I thought he was ok from his heart attack. Damn man I'm really sorry, dont do anything crazy man. Just hang in there.
Sorry to hear it dude. Keep in mind that your ma will need you now more than ever....be cool for her! You and your family have my condolences.
Let Tupac's words offer some miniscule bit of advice:
"Keep 'ya head up."
Hang in there man.
Sorry, didn't read the other posts, no time.
Be the man he wanted you to be, it'll happen anyway. Life goes on.
Regards,
Tom
Best of luck in dealing with this, DHM. I know that you and your family can get through it.
Sorry to hear that man, it might not be the best thing to say at this time but just go talk to your bro and your mom, try not to talk to lots of people at school about it(friends,teachers,principles etc.) cause it can get really annoying and they wont forget about it for a long time.... my advice is just try not to think about it and when you do remember all the good times you had with your dad, theres nothing you can do too change what happened so just use it to make your life better.....is there anything in particular your dad wanted you to do, getting a job or going fishing with him or something, take this time to do those things with other people and "make a new family". Its just one of the things that people have to go through though so deal with it the best way you can and live your life the way your dad wanted you too.
there r probably more than a few that have heard the cry of the wolf...Quote:
Originally Posted by sweetnsoberz
if ur father died im very sorry...
but...
peace...
I still follow the good ole "innocent until proven guilty" policy. Sure he has cried wolf before, that was like once or twice, but come on, now our little wolf is crying..
B E H A P P Y
i wasnt trying to be a bytch you guys im just backing up what some are saying....but yes innocent until proven guilty is the theory here and haze i feel for ya man, u need to stick with your moms and ur bro and dont do anything stupid since you may think he was pissed at u when he died, he just loves and cares for you man.....just gotta remember things happen for a reason in this cruel world, god has a plan for all of us, im still waiting to see wtf his plan is for me, but at least your dad maybe in a better place than seeing this fuked up world going to hell like it is already....
Haze dude, i... dunno what to say man :( other than that i'm sorry for your loss.
Death comes for us all at some point, we can't escape it, only embrace that when it's time to go, it's time to go :(
Grieve whichever way you want man, but just remember to make the most of your own time left in this world, i'm sure your father wouldn't want you to dwell on something that would've happened eventually anyway. :(
And for what it's worth, i believe your telling the truth dude.
Hope you can make some sense of things and get on with life.
My thoughts are with you.
Peace
too many sad faces in that shyt wessy poo, when yo ass gonna come back to chat? lol
sorry bout the sad faces sweetnsoberz, but death is sad news, wether it's expected or not. :oQuote:
Originally Posted by sweetnsoberz
i been busy working lately (quite alot of long shifts) and have no weed so havent really been in the mood for the chatroom lately, and some things weigh heavy on my mind so i don't want to bring everyone down (my problems are miniscule in comparison to that of others), i'll pop in tomoro, but right now i'm goin to bed cuz its late and i have to work in about 6 hours :)
Peace.
i understand wessy, much love to all
yeah man im sorry for your lose. my bro's friends dad died a few years ago and he handled it with drugs and it messed up his whole life so get high or whatever but becareful and keep sane about things nows your time to flourish and have inspiration for doing good so use it well.