He's gone...

so my best mate has left me and gone far away to work for a couple years...this is the same guy who i used to see everyday and hav billies almost anywhere we went, we were always seen together. I dont kno what to do now, whether to keep smoking bud or whether maybe this is it and its my time to quit and better my life in someway in order for a dramatic change?

i still hav hookups n all but its not the same without him, and i am just in a shit situation with almost no ppl to c everyday like him and am left thinking hard on wat to do...i also have no job, so i realy cant tell wat the best thing to do is rite now....

so much to do but should i say goodbye to weed, iv honestly had my fun with it but the only thing keepin me is the dependence and the memories of old times it leavs me everytim i toke up...............argh..id realy like opinions

My cousin has a very inspirational tattoo, On his feet,

at first, people say whats so cool about a tatoo on his feet.

its cuz one on foot it says

Keep Your

and on the other it says

head Up..

keep yo head up young brotha and the time shall pass and the memories will get stronger.

Life happens. You sound young...you probably still have time to sync up with your friend and you most certinley have time to make new ones.

no disrespect ment but it sound's like you don't have
anyone to pay for the bud any more.

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Originally Posted by KEGS

no disrespect ment but it sound's like you don't have
anyone to pay for the bud any more.

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i dont think it's like that man.
i was kinda in the same boat, sept it was me who moved away from my best hook. i know how you are feeling, i think you need herb, but maybe a quanity change is in order. more or less, try to see, for me it was less herb, more of what me and my boy did, like create custom vaporizers and other electronical gadgets. a hobby or a job will help you decide what to do.

start growing, it'll pass the time and u'll get baked without the use of money

Its super rough breaking up with a great friend I know.......it actually gets alot better and you make more friends and have some fucking amazing times. I swear to god.....get some mushrooms and before you take them thing about all the ways to make your life better and right them down.

Then take the mushrooms and have some fun then once your still tripping lie in your bed with the paper with all the suggestions on it and read them and think about them. Better if your in silence and its around your normal sleeping time.

I swear this works and you will be such a happy person in the morning.

I am the happy person today because of that destined night when I was 15. I had always tried to hard to be liked by everyone and for some crazy reason I realised who I was and who my real friends were. I became mature but also lost all my confidence, also having my eye-brows shaved off by some stupid 19 yr old cunt.

Anyway I did some shrooms all by myself and just lay in my bed, I realised that everything will be alright in the end. Before that I contemplated suicide and all sorts of bullshit. Now I can take on anyone and do anything.

I fucking ROCK!

duno man. if this is the answer you want to hear mayb you should stop. if you have special memoiries wiht one person doing a special thing, mayb you shouldnt replicate those memories with someone else who will never be as close as a friend as your mate. i duno man, think about it.

It sounds like you've pretty much lost your smoking buddie, I'd say find another friend who tokes and start chilling with him often

Go get a job for sure.
Even if your flippin burgers, money is money.
I worked at maccy d's for about eight weeks when I left school so I had loads of saved money for when I went into college.

same things about too happen to me. A good friend and frequent smoking buddy is going to collage and im still a Junior. I knew this would happen cause he was older, but it still sucks that he'll be gone in 2 months.

Dont give up bud. Smoke with other people, if you do it alone you'll miss him more.

yeah man i have a friend like that but dude yeah like someone said keep your head up itll be alright have fun enjoy life be careful and please please please GET FUCKING STONED haha lol man itll be fine just look ahead not behind