Anyone ever been through a really rough time and thought about this or nearly done it?
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Anyone ever been through a really rough time and thought about this or nearly done it?
I've attempted, I wont go into any details. We need to get rid of some people the world is overpopulated. I support it one hundred percent
Thought about it,but never would have the balls to do it...
ive gave it three attempts....one time i tried smoking 2 pot cigarettes at the same time....didnt work...just fell asleep......on a other try, tried holding my breath....didnt work ...just a headache.....and i tried to choke myself with my bare hands...didnt work either......i tapped out
No, not yet.
My dad tried to earlier this year, though he went about it the wrong way. Since you can't actually asphyxiate by running the car in the garage scheme, it didn't work and someone got to him in time. I actually didn't know that, and found out after it happened that all car companies install catalytic converters in mufflers to stop almost all the toxic CO2 from coming out the tailpipe. So anyone that wants to off themself, don't sit in the garage with the car running...you're wasting your time.
My boyfriend has, three times. That was right after his mother died. :(
Thought about it, would never do it. I've got too much I want to do and too many people to meet while I'm alive. I'll rest when I'm dead.
m8 nothing is actually that bad if you give yourself time to look back on it,suicide aint the answer to anything it just leaves more heartache behind you
I've thought about it, but i'd never be able to do it, im too much of a chicken.
I supose u could jump off a tall building, but thats only cos once you've done it theres no going back.
I've thought about it countless times, seriously considered it a good deal of times, but I'm done with all that now. I realized that I was just seeking relief from being in constant pain and having no friends in the same town (I see my old friends from out of town only once every few months), then I'd become convinced everything else in life can't work out either. But a little while ago I also realized that relief can also come in the form of mental escape. I rarely can get any drugs outside of weed (which doesn't provide escape anymore), but deep meditations help sometimes. really I guess I rarely get to have that escape, I can never seem to find any shrooms (my other drug of choice, which I've only done twice), and it gets mentally exhausting as hell, but I don't kill myself because I can at least cling to the prospect of getting that drug-induced escape.
more and more often though I'm getting so emotionally exhausted from the never-ending pain, I've wanted relief so bad but I can't seem to find it. it feels like it's sucking everything out of me and I don't know what to do when I run out, I just hate existing when I get drained.
Till this day I still want to die,
but not kill myself.
But what im tryin to say is, I wouldnt mind dying right now,
My mom is a bitch slut mood swinging and complaining whore. I sick of hearing it, I wish to either move out and become independent or just dying.
Either one is cool with me.
I would never kill myself, but i would do something so suicidal someone would need to kill me, before i hurt others.
Nope. Never.
My mom has, three times and I was there for all of them. But the next day she gets what she wants and pretends like nothing happened. She doesn't really want to kill herself. She would have done it quietly already.
ive never even considered suicide.
ive tried to hang my self with some rope in the garage, because i thought i was going to juvie for good. but dad came home after i was hangin for like 10 min and i was knocked out, he pulled out his gerber and cut the rope. theres no reason to be afraid of suicide, or anything of the sort, it isn`t truley THE END. i beleive there may be some form of life after death, and some people just cant wait to see what happens after death. more or less people being impatient vs. people who are really depressed. but just stop and think about what your giving up, and how you might be affecting the people you really love.
EDIT: also, i didnt even go to juvie, or get in any trouble anything.
Who hasn't thought about it? If I ever get to be 80 years old, im the first one off a fuckin building.
with a nice fat blunt in my mouth
i have thought about it for years, only becose i have FMS / CFS since i was 7 years old now im thirty two and every year hurts more than the last.. i have been on so many drugs from the Dr and none really help, but seem to f*uck up something else.. but i would say i wouldnt kill my self.. but i do look forward to death.. and if their is a grimm reaper I WILL KICK HIM IN THE BALLS AND ASK HIM WTF TOOK SO F*UCKING LONG?
the worst part of all of this is my wife sees me suffer everyday and now my daughter has it now and she is 10 years old.. and she asks me how do i deal with it.. so we discussed drugs and that i use good ol Mary Jane..
and she understands it but dont understand why it not legal.. thats ruff to explain when i dont know the real answer.
happy grow'n
Thought about and tried it once many years ago when I was in my teens. I know know I just did it for attention. My brother tried the car in the garage thing a few years ago. But he is ok now.
i have thought of it and tried to cut my wrist but i guess i don't really want to die cause i have a 9 month old girl and another baby on the way that and i don't want to go to hell
Ive had a few close encounters, many a nights sittin around with cold steel pressed to my head and cocked back, seems like a great idea at one point or another, easy way out but I usually talk myself out of it like a pussy
Im my opinion there are no "attempted" suicides. Either ya fuckin kill yourself or ya dont. I got a buddy who took his dads shotty to school and blew his brains out in his car while sittin in the school parking lot. Id say 90% of the time the ones who commit suicide dont tell anyone about it, because they are the serious ones and they want to follow through with their plans....
If ya gotta do it, then do it, but just dont make a scene outta it. If thats the case, find a way to cause drama some other way....
Hey man, just wondering what's FMS / CFS? I have no idea if I'm in more or less pain than you but I don't think it matters, chronic pain that never quits after years is fucking exhausting any way you look at it. I feel at least partly what you're going through, hope it somehow works out for you.Quote:
Originally Posted by eat the roach
yah, that's how my dad was. Things were all fine and dandy and I never saw any signs of depression, then one day I hear from my stepmom that he tried to kill himself by leaving the car running in the garage. He wanted to do it quietly and just let his family move on with life, but God, if he did actually die, that would be far from the truth.Quote:
Originally Posted by HazardousToking
Living Mandatory Suicide!
thought about it a few times but then i thought damn that shit would be too easy. there is no progress without struggle...
first off, to all the fucking retards that think suicide is not a big deal. pull your head out of your ass, you selfish little pricks! i am all to familiar with suicide, my mother shot herself in the head ten years ago. she did it the first time. there are only two types of people who want to commit suicide. there are the ones that really want to do it, and those that aren't completely committed to doing it. if someone truely wants to off themselves, they can do it right now, permanently with the first attempt. those that have tried to do it, but didn't succeed, really didn't want to. suicide is the most selfish act that any one person can take. the amount of grief and walking dead that are left behind is immeasureable. there isn't one person on this planet that hasn't thought about it at one time or another. that's just a natural thought process. doing it, is a whole different thing! if someone is truely so depressed that they want to die, talk to somebody, a friend, councilor, parent, anybody. just get some help! for those of you, that think spouting that shit out is romantic, dramatic or some kind of joke, shut the fuck up! good thing i just cropped out, because i need a big bowl right now!:mad:
Lol ditto welcome to the boards red neck
have thought of it at times but think how devastating it would be for my family... that cancels the idea
thought about it once. never did it ( duH im still here arent i?) i just didnt have the guts cuz i know how my family would feel if i was gone for good..
I'm sorry for your loss.Quote:
Originally Posted by redneck1
There is a point when the pain and suffering become too much for some people.
I never seriously considered suicide, but might have had I not obtained a (belated) diagnosis and workable solution to a medical condition that I was born with.
Many people commit "suicide" by eating the wrong foods, smoking tobacco, dangerous drugs (including alcohol abuse), not following correct medical advice, etc. These types of self-destructive behaviors may night be as dramatic, or fast, as shooting one's self, but they can, and often do, result in the same outcome, eventually.
Nobody should completly rule it out - unless they've experienced extreme suffering or sickness and decided against it.
How can healthy people, in their youth or otherwise, understand the implications of a devistating condition? They can't - so don't condemn those that cannot continue to exist with it.
By a dirtbike. And start it in your shed.Quote:
Originally Posted by Its a Plant
They don't have them, also, do they?
i have cycling moods. manic-depressive disorder.(not depression)
but yes. i have concidered it. I always think of my mom right before im about to attempt suicide, and then start crying.
so basicaly.
im stuck here.
pretty lame huh?
I know lots of people who have done it (6 at least). I have no remorse for them. They fulfilled their destiny and I doubt they want any pity. Once this dude shot himself the same night after we were hanging out at a bar. Was it something I said?
I personally dont care whether I'm alive or dead but suicide is not an option :P.
If I live, I live. If I die, I die. In other words I am not afraid of death.
umm, no...
Never thought about taking my own life but im not scared of dying I dont wanna get old :stoned:
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Originally Posted by mrdevious
it is cronic pain in all muscle / tendons..you know how sore you get when you work out to much and the next day you wake up feeling like a train wreck? stiff sore you cant think right becose your brain dont produce the right waves so you sleep normal...depression is common, but i wont take meds anymore they was pushing me to the breaking point.. man, there is so manythings that is affected by FMS now CFS is cronic fatigue (sp?) and what this does is affect you brain, make you tired and think cant remember things from randon points in time.. the first time that hit me was in '93 november first, i couldnt remember what happened to october!!! nothing!!
like it didnt happen.. since then i only loose a couple hours here and there, maybe a couple times a week..
but i must say my pain tollerence is unreal.. two years ago i had my hand slamed in a car door- and the door latched with my fingers still in it!!! but the angle they was stuck i would have broke them all if i reached for the handle so i * ** calmly asked my wife to open the door for me.. everyone thought it was a joke at first untill the door opened and saw my flat/red fingers.. dont get me wrong it still hurt but not as bad as my average pains.
well this is getting long and i dont want to bore others with my daily probs..
to sum it up: you have terminal pain without death neer by to set you free.
if i was to kill my self i would make a damn good statment and a really big mess hopefully with lots of news coverage..
toke up!
I thought about it a few years back after a seriously traumatic event in my life... but I doubt I would ever have been able to actually go through with it.
Yeah, I used to think about it all the time before my thoughts were overclouded with being high and getting by, just another day :).
everyday i consider suicide
but there is so many fun things to do
that i just put it off
Nope. But my friend slit his wrists once. He did it right in the middle of class, supposedly got blood everywhere. He had to go to some rehab clinic type place for a few months after that.
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