Weird Thoughts...

Random thoughts for the day:

I found out recently that my ex-boyfriend, my very first love, first EVERYthing is getting married this weekend. It's so weird, but I always kinda thought in the back of my head that he would never get over me. And he did, apparently... which is good, because he was an asshole, but still. Anyone else ever have selfish thoughts like that?

I have to go take a college placement test today, as I decided last week that I'm going back to school to get my degree. I kick ass at English, but know I will bomb the math part because I suck really bad at Math. So then I'll have to take a non-credit Math course because I'm a Math tard. :(

I think I ate too much sugar because now my hands are jittery.

'Tis all for now.

At the moment my thoughts a effin sky high of selfish thoughts...

im thinking of stealing something but i havnt
came up with the right plan yet,wanna help me

what you have in mind?

i love myself better than you.

LOL mary,
My first love wakes up next to me in the morning...... she was married to another guy, and i did my thing for like 15 years. Then we hooked up again, and it is great. We met in i was in 8th grade she was 7th grade French class.
we started dating when she was in 8th. I remeber stealing my moms car in the middle of the night to sneak into her house.

Wait, what about meeeeeeeeeeeeee?!?!?!? :p

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Originally Posted by Bong30

LOL mary,
My first love wakes up next to me in the morning...... she was married to another guy, and i did my thing for like 15 years. Then we hooked up again, and it is great. We met in i was in 8th grade she was 7th grade French class.
we started dating when she was in 8th. I remeber stealing my moms car in the middle of the night to sneak into her house.

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Awww! That's so sweet, Bong. Isn't it funny how things works out? :)

im wondering when the fuck this girl is gonna be able to come to my house, and what to do with he 2hrs she'll be here for until i have to leave for work

down with dope, up with hope!




jk

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Originally Posted by MaryJaneintheCloset

Random thoughts for the day:

It's so weird, but I always kinda thought in the back of my head that he would never get over me. And he did, apparently... which is good, because he was an asshole, but still. Anyone else ever have selfish thoughts like that?

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Its definetly nice to be able to believe that we had more of a lasting effect on someone than they had on us. Especially with something like a first love.

I found out recently that even if you haven't thought about someone in ages, it hurts like hell when you realize that person has moved on with their life.

There was a girl I went out with for about two years. It was really the first serious relationship I was in, and she was the first girl I ever said "I love you" too. Then she started cheating on me with my best friend, dumped me and completly broke my heart. That was a bit under 2 years ago. It took me a long time to get over it, and then like 3-4 months ago I was in the mall and I happened to see my ex and my former best friend walking through the mall with their arms around each other... man, it was like she just dumped me all over again. A little while later after the shock of seeing them wore off I realized that they were both terrible people and I was better of without them in my life.

But the point is this: love kinda sucks....

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Originally Posted by ForeverZero

Its definetly nice to be able to believe that we had more of a lasting effect on someone than they had on us. Especially with something like a first love.

I found out recently that even if you haven't thought about someone in ages, it hurts like hell when you realize that person has moved on with their life.

There was a girl I went out with for about two years. It was really the first serious relationship I was in, and she was the first girl I ever said "I love you" too. Then she started cheating on me with my best friend, dumped me and completly broke my heart. That was a bit under 2 years ago. It took me a long time to get over it, and then like 3-4 months ago I was in the mall and I happened to see my ex and my former best friend walking through the mall with their arms around each other... man, it was like she just dumped me all over again. A little while later after the shock of seeing them wore off I realized that they were both terrible people and I was better of without them in my life.

But the point is this: love kinda sucks....

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That sucks dude... :( But you're right, love does kinda suck sometimes... I guess it has to!

I often wish that a meteor will smash through the roof of the bus I am on.....
I often sit there waiting for it to happen....
It hasn't yet.....probably wont.....but if it does ill be ready!

Im in love with someone....falling in love with another few people.....I guess thats pretty selfish..... :(

I'm thinking of making a movie about bank robbers, who in fact, own the bank, but instead of taking the money, and spending it on themself, they put it in the bank...because they are high.

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Originally Posted by STDzRus

I'm thinking of making a movie about bank robbers, who in fact, own the bank, but instead of taking the money, and spending it on themself, they put it in the bank...because they are high.

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LOL. I would go see that movie. It would be funny if they owned a bank and because it was failing they decided to rob the bank next to them. But, they got high and robbed their own bank by mistake and go arrested. I dunno, maybe your idea (and probably is) better than mine.

MaryJane: Sorry to hear about your heartache. At least your not like some females who will get into a fight about a ex they had and then be all bitchy and say "I had him first", etc, etc. I remember dating someone like that. She was a total B to the next girl I went out with and I believe she lead to our breakup. I'm not sure what happened to my first love, she lives on the other side of the country now and we haven't talked in a while. Hope she is ok, I wish her all the best, and I wish you all the best MaryJaneintheCloset.

Happy Toking :rasta: