Originally Posted by CrAzYpOtHeAd
everyone's always trying to figure out something. Wether it be how the world works or how to make a fucking pie. But in the end it dos'nt matter, we're all gonna die. The world is nothing but a pathetic rock thats controled by pure evil. No one shud have a right to control the earth, yet we have the worse possible people out there doing it, they have the power, they have the weapons, they have the strengh to destroy this world and kill EVERYONE. They don't give a shit about third world countrys, fuck, as long as they have their peice's of paper called money they don't give a shit what happens. Like why you think they made cigs? when they were first in production you don't think they already knew all the shit they were craming in would kill us and get us ADDICTED? Fuck, half the shit they put in them they don't even need. They just thought that by creating these things they would make even MORE HUGE amounts of paper with a picture of some fucker on it.
We created guns, bombs, poison, death. But do they give a shit? nar. as long as they have enough power to kill whatever they see as a threat, they send out bombs and kill THOUSANDS of INNOCENT people (including children and those who never even had a chance at life). But do they care? no, of course they don't care. You know why? BECAUSE THEY HAVE PAPER! as long as they have some paper it make's it all worth while.
and we're all part of this little game, even us might not see us, but even we are brain washed, brain washed into buying "decent" clothes (which hmmm, guess wot? COST MORE MONEY). They told us what was NORMAL and what was'nt normal. So that we could get rid of those that ar'nt "normal". when we see people who we think are naturally just fucking freaks? are they really freaks? or are we just to brain washed into what to believe? Some people see us as freaks, just for mearly GROWING (which lets off oxygen to the world) and smoking weed, which would proberly help one's mental and mybe phyical state. But of course its illegal, ya know why? yeah, because they can't get any of this paper off us since its grow and 100% natural. We have been lied to and brain washed and the sad part is that MOST of us don't even fucking see it. They won't even realease electric cars at a cheap price, EVEN tho they cud fucking afford it, but yeah, that would mean less paper. As long as they have the paper its ALL worth while, to them. But its the same with us, just think about urself, how IMPORTANT is this peice of paper to you? would you get the one paper with a 100 written on it and set it on fire and let it burn? of course you fucking would'nt, and neither would i. We wake up feeling grogy and shit, then like half an hour later having to go to work and work your ASS off for paper, and you need this paper to live. You don't work for them, they take away the paper, and therefor, taking away ur life (you can't live without this paper)
So that would mean that we're just controlled, into what TO buy and the belief that we should earn peices of paper to be able to buy food and water to keep us alive and for somewhere to live. But don't say its ok because u earned it, because some of this money goes to tax, and yes, some of that money goes on weapons. They will NEVER be tooken down, because WE are giving them the power, and WE are the reasons this is such a depressing sad world it is today, they're the one's who did it. But we're the one's who helped them.
I mean, i just don't see the point in it, whats the point of living your whole life working and TRYING so hard, just to end up dying old and lonley as you get calls all the time from people advertising so they can get some paper so that they can carry on living. What kind of a way is that to live? i rather be dead thank you very much. I am so close to just fucking hanging myself, because i CANNOT carry on living in such a world full of evil and curption, when i was little i never imagined, unfortently I have an EXSTEAMLY amazing long term memory, but an EXSTEAMLY bad short term, so this means i have trouble learning newer stuff these days, and i can remember all the stuff as a child. Stuff which now haunt me. The goverment is a perment problem, and there is NO solution, and as long as innocent people are still dying and people are still stealing paper from others and brain washing them, telling them what to do, what to think, what to eat, who to like, who to hate, who to kill. Fuck that, even if i did go to "hell" when i killed myself, at least i'd know im not in that scum calling earth, i don't even believe hell exsist anyway, its pretty funny sucide is illegal and in the bible it says if you commit sucide you'll go to hell. Because wait one minuite, if more people commited sucide, there would'nt be as much as a population, and this would mean, LESS money. Yup, we are over populated but thats ok because they'll have a world war 3 soon, that should kill a few thousand innocent people. Send them to a hell to kill each other, to kill your own, to kill someone and you don't even know WHY your killing them. I remember when i was told about how one of the wars (i cant remember which?) and on christmas day the germans and british played football together, and had fun together and BONDED, then the next day just contined killing each other, it brakes my heart to see such a world, and where as most people would'nt agree with me and just say im full of shit and that they're trying the best they can. Everytime i would see a small child, it always brakes my heart, because children don't know any such thing as evil, not proper evil. Even tho its RIGHT there in front of their faces, as they slowly get turned into a brain washed bastard who works they're ass off for paper to survive or goes to war to kill someone without even knowing why they "deaserve" to die.
It make's me sick, and i want out.
holy shit thats a long read.
