so long and thanks for everything

I've decided to give up drugs and alcohol. Mostly cuz I feel stoned or drunk anyways and last night when I drank even though I only had a 40 it just wasn't enjoyable i had to keep bouncing so i wouldn't feel to nauseous. the last few times i smoked weed I heard voices (and a few times w/o drugs[i heard voices]) so I figure whatever damage I've done (I doubt its from weed probably from the DXM) is done but I shouldn't entice it by falling into old patterns.also this is after not doing anything since febuary.


I'm not doing this for anyone other than myself. I can't go on living like this I don't think drugs are meant for me. They are meant for some people, but for others then cause nothing but heartache and detachment from reality when ever I'm on anything whether it's alcohol, weed or whatever I can't figure out what is real. Their's also been times i don't know what is happening is real and been perfectly sober like here's an exerpt from my live journal.

"Losing My mind!

and it sucks. I just wanted to say if you've ever heard voices then you'll understand if not then you can only guess. So out of the blue I start hearing the voice of this little girl talking about anti-semetism and preaching Hitler's philosphy it goes on for a night I don't even get my Humanties done because of the bitch.But she sounds so sweet that you want to believe what she is saying is true but you know that she's evil. that night I have a dream about a conspiracy where the US Government caused the Tsunamis because in my dream dolphins controlled the waves so the Govn't sent out this sonar missle that disoriented the dolphins causing the tsunami this was so we could go in and help because of the war in Iraq and how that made us look at the time. the sucky part is I wasn't on drugs"

two nights later I heard a man's voice that was creepy telling me if the girl spoke again to locate the spot in my head she was coming from put a gun up to it and pull the trigger.

I love most of you have good lives and I will continue to support the legalization of Weed.

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I've decided to give up drugs and alcohol.

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You'll be back.

hmm ive had the voices too, do you smoke alot of weed, like slmost all day and almost everyday?

because ive always wondered if the voices were from the weed or from the fact that i have a genetic hearing loss that slowly gets worse, and im just hearing the range that ive lost.

i don't smoke alot i binge for 2 weeks at a time then nothing for months, I;ve never made up my mind to give up drugs and never had a bad of a time as i did last night with such little alcohol.

I smoke marijuana everyday but I dont get 120% blazed everyday, just enough to give me a balance between high and buzzed and to motivate me to do what I want to do or just relax and explore or unbore me but I dont hear any voices. If anything it might be the DXM though. I never done it by it self, only in a mixture called lean but never by it self and not that much either so meh I dunno. Maybe your just mental :).

I think the hearing voices part is not caused by weed. Maybe you are abusing prescription drugs, or huffing air duster? Could be you defective dna? Who knows!

weed can cause schizophrenic episodes...

wait let me rephrase that so nobody has a goddamn fit

weed can inhibit shizophrenic episodes if you are already prone to it


Ive heard voices when i was a heavy heavy smoker, but it usually only happened at night when i was outside, Id hear chuckling and whispering and sometimes i could make out what was being said. Probably just my subconcious tryin to fuck with me....

I say drop the booze and DXM or any other drugs for that matter and keep to a light cannabis use.

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i don't smoke alot i binge for 2 weeks at a time then nothing for months, I;ve never made up my mind to give up drugs and never had a bad of a time as i did last night with such little alcohol.

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First of all how do you binge on weed.......... i smoke about a quarter a day everyday.... that is what i do. weed is my antidrug.

Voices?
try this and get some help dude....Cann.com isnt worth it....whats next..you?
http://www.mentalhealth.org.uk/html/content/voices.cfm

good luck

I mean i smoke everyday for two weeks twice weekdays and all the time weekends.

a quarter a day bong??/ on a regular basis?? You a fuggin zombie? lol

I'm not blaming it on weed,infact i hope it's not the weed.I just need to figure this out. I think I might lurk but not really join in on anything.

lol the voices in my head are always from my memory, like my dad callin my name or somethin, sometimes its very real but it seems to happen mostly when im high. kinda spooky when you're home alone and you're just walking around, like to the bathroom then you hear someone call ur name you turn around and say what and there is nobody there

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weed can cause schizophrenic episodes...



weed can inhibit shizophrenic episodes if you are already prone to it

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You couldn't go back and erase it? Or was that not a rephrasal but a correction?

What is your stand on schizophrenia?

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a quarter a day bong??/ on a regular basis?? You a fuggin zombie? lol

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i used to do a quarter of coke a week.....so weed is seriously my antidrug.

try kicking a coke habbit after almost 3 years, and weed is like an old friend


i have been a daily smoker for 20 years.... i must have a tollerance or something.

i would like to smoke about a quarter a week.....just aint happening right now

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I'm not blaming it on weed,infact i hope it's not the weed.I just need to figure this out. I think I might lurk but not really join in on anything.

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get your head strait and get some help..... go to the doctor

I've heard my grandma say stuff when I was high. VERY creepy, since she's dead and all. Maybe it's my conscience...

Then again, weed makes you hear EVERYTHING, so it was probably something else that sounded like a voice.

I don't want to go to the doctor. They'll just be like told ya so! and blame it on weed.

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I don't want to go to the doctor. They'll just be like told ya so! and blame it on weed.

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Bullshit....find a good doctor and get some help.....

i dont care about you not wanting to smoke or drink.. more power to ya

BUT,

Voices???? when are they going to tell you something bad. Weed dont give you voices let me tell ya. a CHEMICAL IMBALANCE IN YOUR BRAIN WILL.

My vote is doctor.....if that doctor doesnt help try another and another and till you get the help you need.

For some people, marijuana can bring about mental disorder in those who are already prone to it. Hearing voices while not high suggest you may have schizophrenia. I don't mean to sound depressing, but it's certainly a possibility. Just to get an idea, if it's schizophrenia, its onset usually comes about when people are late teens, but more commonly early twenties. If you are in the age range 19-25 I would say get checked out by a doctor.. it sounds like a possibility. And there are drugs that have a 2/3 chance of completely repairing/lessening the effects of schizophrenia, so seeing a doctor may be to your advantage.

Best of luck man,

Greg

Loads of people smoke 1/4 and more everyday. Bong30 is the same as me, i been smoking a 1/4 everyday for 3 years, infact, i havnt been sober in 3 years, but its a comfortable life for me to live, and im happy with everything in my life at the moment. Without the weed, im sure id be depressed and nothing like i am these days :)

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Loads of people smoke 1/4 and more everyday. Bong30 is the same as me, i been smoking a 1/4 everyday for 3 years, infact, i havnt been sober in 3 years, but its a comfortable life for me to live, and im happy with everything in my life at the moment. Without the weed, im sure id be depressed and nothing like i am these days :)

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So you just plan on living the rest of your life stoned and to "never" go without weed til the day you die? lol. Sounds like a way to live to me :thumbsup: :D