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well i have decided to kill myself................................cant get any ganja and now i have no friends.......... thinking about hffing a deadly amount of duster or over dosing on dxm or........... both!!!!! might as well have afucking good time before i die... get up beyond 4th on dxm then tape the button down on the duster and cram the straw in my mouth
well like i said im gonna kill my seLF
thats stupid, theres always more people that can be ur friends, and theres always more weed u can get
not really so i am skrewed\\
and home schooled
"can't get weed, I'm gonna kill myself", the media will have a field day with this one.
Look man, we've all thought about killing ourselves at one time or another, some people (including myself) more seriously. But assuming you couldn't, would you still want to in 5 years? 10 years? 20? These are temporary issues, and actually the exact same thing I'm dealing with on top of being in constant major pain. But you know what? I'm happy! I never would have believed I could be had you told me so 4 months ago, but an amazing amount changes in a short time. You can't try to fight what is, or constantly live to attain what you don't have. Craving and aversion, no matter what their form (wanting friends, wanting weed, wanting to run from your current situation) are innevitably the ultimate cause of suffering. If you really want, I can teach you a method where you can put yourself into such a deep trance it's like it's own brand of acid, and it's relatively quick too (takes about 30 seconds - 1 minute to start feeling it).
i shortened text to make a shorter post ok so how do you do that//\/\/\/\/\/\?????Quote:
Originally Posted by mrdevious
Dude, I have tried to be nice and talk to you a few times. Whats going on? I am sure this have nothing to do with Marijuana cause you have never even smoked it. So, that can't be it. I think your still going to have a hard time trying to kill yourself with huffer or DXM. It would have to be alot. I mean alot to OD on DXM. If your not careful, you will become brain dead and someone will have to wipe your ass the rest of your life. I am going to put the pants on you right now!
Are you being molested?
Does your parents beat the shit out of you?
Are you a transexual? or having a problem dealing with your sexuality?
Have you commited any crimes?
Are you mentally abused?
If your going to place the blame on marijuana I will never make a post to you again and I will encourage other to do the same. Now, tell us what is really going on. We want to know the TRUTH!
I'll make a separate thread since I already planned on sharing this with everybody anyway.
On another note, you can have an acid trip off morning glory seeds. yes, that's morning glories, as in the pretty blue flowers whos seeds you can buy at Walmart. They contain Lysergic Acid. Go to Walmart or wherever, buy enough packets for 150 seeds, and eat them. it may make you nautious, so you can try some extraction methods, though I don't know how those works. Don't do it often though, frequent use of lysergic acid can result in severe mental instability, just like LSD.
now I'll get to work on that thread and you'll know in a little bit....
life moves on a big pendulum (sp). if your sad and depressed life has a funny way of swinging you into right into things. you just have to know what to look for. get up tomarrow go out and do somthing new, meet some new people. whining and complaining on the internet will in no way help this situation. and for fucks sake STOP DOING COKE!
Has he said he was doing coke?Quote:
Originally Posted by dark0ne
If this is serious, we will take action to contact this person through their ISP . You better tell us now if this is a joke or not. Remember The stunt Da_Haze_Meister pulled? I'm not happy right now, because i'm tired.. if this is a joke or simply an over reaction.. you better tell us.
well there was these teen girls that sold me what i thought was weed didnt know as much about it at that time but it doesnt seem like weed i trued to smoke it but got a freking ead ake and someone said it wasnt weed after i tried it and i just have no reason to lice parents treat me like a dumb assQuote:
Originally Posted by geonagual
i got this on one of my shirts http://nelson.oit.unc.edu/~alanh/ima...ss-293x184.jpg
i guess i read this wrong........Quote:
Originally Posted by stonerneedsrealweed
OK stop huffing shit. you are accualy killing yourself.
whoa your pissed because some GIRLS sold you bum weed. get over it, laugh it off, and tell evry one in town they have herpes.
over reaction i think i have wierd feelings at times
I don't get upset to oftenQuote:
Originally Posted by stonerneedsrealweed
But you are a "FUCKING DUMBASS"
if you crave attention that badly
be yourself
I hope you never post here again
Too late fuckwad
I saved you real quote
before you edited it
maby so dude i guess thats what i get
god have mercy on your soul
may he not strike thee full of raging
wrath...
stay away from lightning storms
and these forums ;)
Hey man seriously dont kill yourself over this, Just keep looking man and eventually you'll come across some. It's nothing worth ending your life over bro. And huffing is not a good way to get high i lost a good friend to brain damage over that, its worse than death Keep your head up
trust me...an overdose on dxm is NOT a good death
i flatlined for 10 sec....and it was scary...baaaaad trip
1500mg, plus some benadryl
and dont kill yourself...thats idiotic...the only person who deserves to die is the one that wastes their life wanting to end it
sorry to hear about your loss man...... but i just feel real bad maby the wthdrawal from dexQuote:
Originally Posted by Sauce
When is the last time you did it?Quote:
Originally Posted by stonerneedsrealweed
How many bottles total have you done in your entire life?
im in the same boat. I went to the ER last saturday because my dad found me in the woods with a rope. Ive been Home-toutored by my school for so long its not funny. i get fed up. ONE day without weed and im a lunacy quest to find my imagination hiding on me.. im bipolar. i have similar problems. WHEN YOUR doWN or in a ditch, just remember that it will past! its overwhelming, and thats why its called depression and not being Sad. I lost all my friends because im a twitchy irritable little bastard. Only recently have a found my new medication... marijuana. i love it. so much more than lithium or prozac. please dont kill yourself. oh, and Im telling you now.. people will make fun of you on this forum for saying that! JUST IGNORE THEM. i came to cannabis.com with my suicidal problems a while back, and the best i got was "GO KILL URSLEF PLEASE!!!!!!" they all suck, dont listen to themQuote:
Originally Posted by stonerneedsrealweed
weed will come. be patienbt
Ya dude thats another reason, alchohol, and almost all hard drugs WILL make you depressed.Quote:
Originally Posted by stonerneedsrealweed
Stick with weed if you cant get any, then stay sober. But find it as soon as possible. Weed helps me out with my depression alot:thumbsup:
well several times prob 12 bottles various sizes and 60 pills total over a 2-3 month time
this is making me nauseous.
stop taking this child seriously.
the idiot makes a thread saying he wants to off himself, then gets caught being a pussy.
I would certainly not object to a ban, or hell, ignore list he goes.
grow up mann serious.
you disappoint me, and get some weed bro, for real.
I've never understood why people drink cold medicines like liquor? Fuck that sh!t! If you want to get high, get some some good green; it's around you know...you just have to find it! ;)
DXM, and dusters SUCK BALLS! (IMO)
:dance:
I saw all that other cough syrup shit you edited out you gotta get perscription dudeQuote:
Originally Posted by stonerneedsrealweed
what doi u mean that i edited out?????
have you ever thought that mabey there ARE people like him who REALLY have no friends and have no one to talk to?? MABEY it IS an over reaction, but DONT MAKE HIM FEEL WORSE!@ ... ANYONE HAVING ANYYYYY SUICIDAL THOUGHTS HAVE BEEN THINKING REALLY HARD, AND REALLLYY LONG. SO GIVE THE POOR GUY A BREAK AND JUST TALK TO HIM LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN IN A TIME OF NEED.. IT MIGHT NOT BE A PHYSICAL PROBLEM, BUT MENTAL PROBLEMS ARE JUST AS SEVEAR! BEING SUICIDAL DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU KILL YOURSELF. IT MEANS YOUR FUCKING FED UP WITH SOUL-LESS PEOPLE LIKE THIS QUOTEQuote:
Originally Posted by Its a Plant
aye aye aye. Man, if there was ever a reason to make weed legal, look at this kid. He acts like this, and hasn't smoked weed. Look how nice the rest of us are, telling him not to kill himself, etc. and he just keeps going on.
You burn me out man.
Quote:
Originally Posted by Its a Plant
This is not about weed ( he has never smoked it)
it is not even about him killing himself
it is about him wanting people to flame him and call him names
he got called out on his suicide threat
and was told his ICQ can be tracked
and he realized, that he is not as anonymous as he thinks
and fessed up to it being a joke
I think he pretty much lies about everything
and acts way more stupid than he actually is
I am not trying to be mean
but this is what I have gotten out of him in the last couple of days
kind of fun.
Late
believe me luna, I know about depression and suicide.Quote:
Originally Posted by paperlunatic
it's ran in my family for generations.
hell, my dad tried to kill himself early this March.
If he was honestly depressed or anything other than some syrup drinking, pill popping addict, I would show compasison.
I guess I'm even more upset because little fucks like him don't take things like suicide serious, and I was minutes away from losing my dad if not for someone finding him.
don't take everything you read on here so serious, jesus, especially here.
the kid's fucked up, yes, and needs professional help from what it sounds.
to those that I offended, I guess I'll apologize, but know that this thread also offended me and I am getting sick of them.
It's starting to become routine, and that's sad.
i never said it was i joke!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just over whelmed and fedUP so i would like it if you would close your typing mouth and open your eyes /..Quote:
Originally Posted by geonagual
ok bro;?
Even if he's not really suicidal, and just attention whoring, this would still be the result of a deeper (and common) psychological issue. Attention whoring, or whatever you want to call it, is the result of being under control of the ego. When a person feels psychologically damaged, and has not mentally developed past the illusion that the ego is their existence, there is no control over ones own consciousness; the consciousness is controlled by artificial drives we create in our own minds.Quote:
Originally Posted by Its a Plant
thanks for saying that manQuote:
Originally Posted by paperlunatic
I am done with this thread
I guess I am going to find out how the ignore button works
Good Luck, Dude:thumbsup:
well here is what I say...I think the moderators should use his isp and track him down and get some counseling on this kid cause suicide is the dumbest thing ever...Die to end pain? I think it is sorta dumb cause once you are dead....you are dead thats it you turn into dirt....
Hang in there, bud!
It might be wise to lay off the syrup, pills, and sucidal talk, though. Most of these guys are just trying to point out the error of your ways, man! Take it for what it's worth, and listen to them!
Just a thought,
junkyard you always have a good post on the boards,,, yeah il prob lay off the drugs for a while (marijuana is not a drug to me) ;-) :stoned:
They've had a lot of suicide threats on this board - I don't think that anybody has actually done it yet.Quote:
Originally Posted by singingbowl420
Just because their stupid suburban lifestyle is boring does not give them the right to demand attention by threating to commit suicide for minor problems that we all went through - not to mention the fact that many of us survived far worse things in our lives than they probably ever did, or will.
15 year olds are not old enough to indulge in mind-altering substances, includint marijuana, IMO. The discussion of "duster", and other potentially deadly substances, by juveniles, should not even be here - and this kid keeps bringing it up.
If anything, there should be a minimum age requirement of at least 18 years old to post here.