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Well..I could've posted this in the experience section but I think the lounge gets more views so I wanted to get everyones attention and find out...when was the last time your high wasnt really all that good..better yet, when was the last time your high just was really fuckin bad?
The last time my high was bad was like..5 months ago when I thought I was gonna die cuz I smoked so much and my heart was beatin like a fuckin' drum lol.
yeah, me too. That was like two months ago. I get a litle murmer and sometimes it just goes wild.
My high tries to go bad everytime. Usually I've got bad anxiety with obsessive thinking, so it's not necessarily mentally healthy. I might just quit, because I believe that my mind can do just as much for me than what people believe marijuana does. I'd hate to think we were brought into this world without the means of survival or succession, and that we needed drugs to obtain certain state-of-minds.
About 11 yrs ago, wen i was a bit of an acid freak!
I too had this i found meditation was the key to acheiving inner peace and calm.Quote:
Originally Posted by Ganj
I now smoke on and off instead of daily, i too beleive my mind can do for me wt ppl think weed can do for them.
I cant say I really enjoy my high anymore - it just makes me feel sleepy and dull now. I never feel energised or get the giggles anymore, just very occasionaly. I'm sure its not the weed because everyone else that has bought it says its excellent weed,so maybe its just me :(
I get really para as well, my eyes go too red and my mouth goes too dry. I only really enjoy smoking before tucking into a huge meal.
If I'm in the passenger seat of a car and I'm smoking, I start getting para when I see cops or start thinking the car is going to crash and stuff.
The more you think about it though, the worse it gets, its hard to control your thoughts.
I feel ya sensi. Thats EXACTLY how I am now. I am probably going to quit for a month or two and try and get back on track. It sucks when I pass out at 9pm and wake up the next day thinking...wow what a waste of a nice night.
For bad highs...id have to say a day or two ago. My sister went to the store and I was sittin out back gettin stoned. So im decently ripped, you know..the whole stare at the ground for 5 minutes before realizing it. and my sister forgot her house key..so what does she do? does she knock nicely? no... she fucking bangs like 60 times and tries to open the door like crazy. Im freaking out so much(cause we were expecting someone to come fix some stuff in the house) im like rushing trying to hide everything and shit. i open the door and shes standing there. I was mad..but then I smoked some more ! haha
If your feel like sensi or enthused then quit.
Every1 claims not to be "addicted" to weed but when they want to quit they dont.
I toked daily and didnt miss a day for 3 years non stop - 1 -2 joints a day. I quit in febuary pretty easily. I did it to clean my mind sort out my head get rid of the fog clouding my thoughts, i did it to prove i could do it.
Im happy now, ive also took up meditating which i was suprised to say has changed my life.
If your thinking of quitting, if your thinking of taking a brake - DONT JUST SAY IT, DO IT.
Learn to appreciate the weed, or the weed will take control of you.
Also ive learnt to never smoke before 6pm thats just my personal preference, you will disagree with this but if you quit for a month u will then agree.
:)
I know, I know - I should quit if I'm not enjoying it but its so much of a habit now - my routine is work all day 9-5.30pm, go to the gym and workout then come home for a joint then dinner. If I dont have weed I'm not happy till I get some more. And I'm always getting weed for other people so its hard if I buy in bulk and there is free shit left over :stoned:
That feeling u get sensi onlys lasts a few days, learn to change your routine, dont live around weed, find something u enjoy to replace it even if its temporaily.
Meditation?
Yoga?
anything
all the best - i aint spoke 2 u in a while i hope ur ok. spk soon im off out now
You really need to get into growing lol. I dunno, I just think it'd be better. You'd be growing what ever strain you want, get the best of the best because you'd be smokin it when ever you think it's ready plus you can make profit from it and smoke some of it your self :D.Quote:
Originally Posted by SensiRide
I dont know, it seems quite difficult then you need all the equiptment and I'm leaving the country for over a year in autumn so its not really worth my while at the moment. Plus I dont own my own house, I rent, so there is a high risk factor but maybe when I own my own house I'll look into it.Quote:
Originally Posted by orangeman
Sensi believe me when I tell you it-is-not-difficult lol. I mean yeah when your reading and actually doing it's always different but books like The Cannabis Grow Bible is good and movies like Ready Set Grow really helps you out for what you need to know. I'm doin a grow atm, I dont have the money to buy anything good so I dont plan to get much from it. But I'm trying my best. When I get my own house though I'm gonna really get into it. Some people think I'm a newb at growing but I just like asking questions I already know to get a different answer, thats more info for my brain lol.Quote:
Originally Posted by SensiRide
And as for you leaving thats what timed lights and hydroponic systems are for ;).
The only bad high I had was back in college. I had tried to do some acid one other time and I guess it didn't work the same or was different stuff. Got all suicidal and depressed and spent most of the evening telling myself, "It's the acid, just be easy.". Never had a bad trip with weed though.
I really just wanted to build on this smoking vibe, in that, there's a right way and a wrong way to smoke. If the herb is constantly freaking you out or putting you in an uncomfortable space, it's OK to quit for a while. Hell, it's OK to quit for good. The herb is to be respected.
Me, I like to smoke for a couple of weeks and go dry for a few months. For one, I'm older and married and my wife doesn't smoke. Another thing is, when you think about constantly smoking, those are funds that can go elsewhere. Feeling all droopy and tired isn't any fun either.
I smoke to enhance my creativity. I'll smoke and walk around with my PDA and voice record ideas about projects I'm working on at work. Or maybe I'll play video games (which I usually play better when high) and come up with random business ideas. But once that creative spike starts to decline and smoking becomes 'dull', I quit. LOL, by that time I've either advanced a project at work and get all wrapped up in it or one of my random thoughts has led me to a new hobby to get into.
IMO, you have to understand how herb benefits you and how to best get those benefits as well as what to do if you feel like you're no longer obtaining them. Herb is an enhancement, it's not your life nor should it be. There is so much to do and enjoy all around you. Read a book, fly a kite, go stargazing, go for a drive, excersise, find investments, start your own business, travel somewhere, etc. etc. etc. Stuff that usually's cheaper, feeds the mind, and doesn't require weed...their enhancements on their own.
So just a +1 to say don't let the herb control you. It is a responsibility to use it and recognize when you shouldn't it...it's an adult responsibility.
i had one last night.....It was resin, and it didnt help much...I had a shitty day, my 2 year old locked himself in his room(who puts a deadbolt on childs room? moron landlord) so after an hour of yelling to "turn the yellow thing!!!" i finally had to break through the middle of the door. It ruined my day, and the resin wasn't even touching it. I guess its time to call the hookup...
I definitely agree with you orangeman, I'm planning on starting my own grow next year when I move back to school. I've gotten over the paranoia for the most part and I dont really have bad smoking experiences anymore. The last time I did it was because of what I ate and I upchucked a couple times, but was much better after that.
Hobbies are definitely a good thing. I dont like smoking all day and being a bum, especially now that its spring with nice weather. I'm probably going to take a break for a few weeks this summer, just to clear my head before school starts up again. Breaks are always a good thing.
Anyways, just my .02
Josh