The end.

Can you see what will be?





This is the end! My only friend, the end!




Of everything that stands the end!




and all the children are insane!

waiting for the summer rain!!


WEIRD SCENES INSIDES THE GOLD MINE!!!!
ride the snake, the snake. to the lake.



several miles.



hes old, and his skin is cold.......


the west is the best.............................................. .................................................. ................................................




im SO faded and i just want to cry because i have no body. nobody in the etire world who understands who i am and what i am about. im so complex nad i have so many things that i need to do. but i know im going to die before i really do what im supposed to do here. this fucking place we're in.....the universe, is it just me, or is it this huge impossibly complex thing that none of us have a snowballs chance in hell to understand? I hate not being able to know who i am and what i am but not knowing why, its the worst torture for me and has been this way for some time, i need people to accept me and acknowlege me and understand me. but i get nothing. all i get is a complex world full of dangers and pitfalls and if im lucky enough to make it to the natural completion, well, then i die.


so wtf, its like this is our definition of hell. we dont know why we're here except to multiply in number via reproduction and therefore multiply our suffering. well i hate this cruel existance we face and i wish i could find acceptance in it. but i won't.:(

i feel just like you, take a high dose of shrooms by yourself and listen to the doors. you will feel like jim morrison.

yeah i wuz blasting "this is the end" when i wrote that obviously, but it occured to me that we are all completely seperate, we can never share anything but a phsyical bond. because we can never truly comunicate how we really feel.

basically im a sad single 18 year old guy who really needs to find a girlfriend who loves and understands him. but im really shy and good looking.

i know what your saying man, and im almost in the exact same place as you, but what you've gotta do is find a girl who isnt like most of the girls out there today, and go from there. also if you want to learn more about yourself, expiriment with psychedelic drugs, trust me, as a very expiriences psychonaught i can tell you that you will learn things about yourself you have never known. Not that this has anything to do with this but last weekend i took a large dose of shrooms at a friends house, i always thought i was afraid of spiders but i was playing with his taranchela.

ive done almost every drug out there from acid to shrooms

do DMT and ask questions

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Originally Posted by The Colonel

i know what your saying man, and im almost in the exact same place as you, .

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how did you guys read my mind? Im just a lil older but jus went through the same kind of shit. Divorce of parents, i had it all, a place, girl oh what a girl i thought, a life at 18 most dont have till after college or their first marraige, no kids, a cat. man i was pimp.(yeah right) but i lost the girl first, the depression and insomnia took over. real bad insomnia. if anybody knows more about this kind help me out if not, its cool.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_apnea
if you have it/ know about/learn about you will know it's horrible scarring potential on one's life, and i wldnt wish it on my worst enemey. the only thought that kept my heart beating for so long was her. literally and figuretvlley. so i feel you guys. ..."cause lemme get to the Point.. lets roll another joint...." yeah and sum dels wld be good for me about now even though i am calm.

Hey all you losers! GOD 2.0, i am saddend by your lack of mojo. Your user name is exceeding you.

Look, i don't know jack about your girl problems but it has to do with confidence.

As for life and why we should live it is this: wait around if you want to find out what it's all about. The secret shall be revealed!

What the fuck am i talking about? I'm not really sure. But, I suggest you watch these movies: Contact, 2001, What the Bleep Do We Know, Phase IV.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phase_IV. Phase IV wraps it up nicely. I mean the 1974 movie, not that 2004 Dean Cain shit.

And as for "THE END", (Apocolypse, nuclear war devestation, whatever) We are vessels for higher beings and once things go to shit (things we don't control), that's when the secret will be revealed not by martians but by our own governments. As for another great plague, I think we have the ability to isolate an area fast enough to keep the fatalities to a minimum.:dance:

hey godv2.0
in order for you to be a wiseman you must suffer
when you get older you will understand others pain
cuz youve been there.
if you think that finding a girl who understands you
is gonna make things better
YOUR WRONG
you need to get to know yourself inside and out
before you mess with them girls.they will fuck you up worse
if you come across like a needy fool

hahah i like u friendowl, but im not some prude who lacks confidence, ive been with a few chicks (not as many as i would like to have been with, but i cant stand slutty girls, which is most of 'em)

i've had sex more than a few times, and some very crazy sex it was. but she was a slut, seeing as how we broke up on xmas after a 10 mo. relationship, and already she has had 1 guy and is already on to another, and before me she prolly had like 10 guys.

i want a girl whos not so fucking loose and who is smarter than getting caught at wallmart shoplifting cookie dough. is that really too much to ask?

i mean i have no problems talking to girls that i like, im usually pretty charming, its just i cant find a girl whos right for me and im probably not looking hard enough. aslo it seems like my town is one of those hollywood/o.c. spin-offs because everyone is really rich and really stuck up, even the poor rich people. there is always SO much drama and its fucking retarded. but the town is small enough so that i know ALOT of the people who live here.


well whatever, im not gonna bitch about it anymore.

be patient your only 18, you have your whole life ahead of you