Well iv just been out to a friends party, i got there didnt drink any alcahol, just sat and catched up with a few friends who i hadnt seen in awhile since leaving school.. a mate from highschool was fighting with hes girlfriend they were both extremely drunk.
We then noticed that there were some needle marks on hes arm, he apparentely just shot up in the bathroom.. he continues to fight with hes girlfriend out onto the street..
He then falls to the ground letting everything he had in hes pockets fall to the ground, some dude picks up hes wallet and takes everything out of it, i quicky grab hes mobile and follow them to try and give it back..
Hes girlfriend stops and sits down i quicky ran up to catch up with my mate to try and settle him down and give him hes phone back, he told me to keep walking with him, so i did he got to the ground the hes girlfriend comes back once again and they continue to fight.
At that point id kinda of had enough and kept trying to hand him hes phone he wouldnt take it so i waited awhile and just chucked next to the curb next to him, so while every other person said fuck this dude i wanna have fun, i was following making sure he didnt do anything to himself or hes girlfriend that he would regret.
I then had to walk home it was around 1 am, and just my luck it started to rain, i had really no clue where i was going but eventually made it back home and am now posting this.
It really sucks and iv really had enough of it, i consider myself a nice guy will help anyone if theyre in need even if i dont know them, but nothing seems to go well for me, stuff like this always happens even simple stuff like it raining, i feel like im jinxed or something and am really getting tired of it.
Im currently working a job i dont like at all, my parents made me drop out to work when i wanted to finish highschool instead, and lots more personal stuff this stuff happens to me on a daily basis, and i dont think i can handle it much longer.
Iv aso been trying to quit weed to since i want to start boxing again, but after just 1 day without smoking weed id grow really depressed, id remember all this stuff like how my dog was put down just 5 days after my birthday, it may not seem much but my dog was very loyal and was like a best friend, i got him on i think was my 4th birthday im now 17.
Yeah most probally no one read it i dont suspect you too, i just had to get this off my chest at this point of time.. "good things come to good people" (if this is so then god must just really hate me.)
