stoner in recovery

hi all... i had previously posted about tha sit. i was in and came to make a final and absolute decision....i am NOT gonna toke it up anymo...or for quite sumtime... need to get my life on track and deal wit sum major probs i have and realized i need to have a straight -N- clear mind to do that. so no weed, pot, ganja... fo me. i am :( as hell...but i wont be when i have a betta life than i have now...after i take care of bizniz...ya know what i mean??? but shizzynit...thnx to all for the comments/suggestions on my otha post...really appreciate it! but like i said in the otha post...i am not goin' anywhere..i'll still be on the site, just not tokin' while on here! i mean i can't leave the fam here...

i feel you man, i understand completely..

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Originally Posted by soldier1944

i feel you man, i understand completely..

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thnx but i am not a MAN...didnt you read my sig. i plainly state that i am a GIRL....:) naw but its coo.....:thumbsup:

dont know about u..but i need pot to give me a strait head..not just sayin that.. I really notice a negative change when not smoking for awhile.

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Originally Posted by PureEvil760

I really notice a negative change when not smoking for awhile.

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thats not good.

thats quite different for me...i have to be drug-free for a while for me to think clearly. yet i really dunno if my "foggy" thinking is only from the pot...i think actually i know sum of it stems from me having an eating disorder(Anorexia Nervousa), suks ass to deal wit that and other shizzynit!!!! but this(drugs,eating disorder, and all the otha shizzynit i let into my life for the past 20 yrs) is what i brought into my life i need to soo it away now!!! i'll tell ya...hard as hell to do tho.:confused:

Just come over and smoke with me. We'll play "Mad Gab" and straighten your head right-up!

I call cracking to the system "failure" but you can call it "recovery" if it helps you get through your grey, lifeless day.

hey sticktoit,

I am doing the samething, my beloved herb has ment so much to me but right now it just isnt the right time in my life to smoke..I know its not addiction but I have caught myself saying 'boy I could go for a joint' but if you ever feel like talking about it fell free to im me cuz im kinda in the same boat as you.

Good luck with sobriety sticktoit. At least you can see you gotta problem and you want to get your life on track more. I can respect that. As for me, since it ain't hurting yet, I'm gonna keep on tokin'

Yeah. Superhumans are better than pot-smokers, anyway. You know, the ones who've gone through life without an ounce of alcohol, at the least. That's the way parents think they're children are gonna turn out. But, if they're 21, they can feel free to kill their brain-cells, thousand by thousand, drinking from their parents 12-pack.

Those that are already in charge, don't want to lose power by stimulating brain-cell production in those who are inferior.

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Originally Posted by trojansrule

Good luck with sobriety sticktoit. At least you can see you gotta problem and you want to get your life on track more. I can respect that. As for me, since it ain't hurting yet, I'm gonna keep on tokin'

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thnx man...and for u if it ain't meesin' wit ur life than keep it rollin'! i wish i could, but eventually i will go back ot tokin', jus occasionally tho...!

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Originally Posted by Tetrahydrocannabinol

I call cracking to the system "failure" but you can call it "recovery" if it helps you get through your grey, lifeless day.

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thats kinda fucked up to say! i am being straight wit shit on here and u are pretty much knocking me for it! i don't appreciate that at all....next time don't waste ur time on responding to a post like that, cuz it was uncalled for! i may e having sum shit goin' down in my life but i can tell u that it isn't at all grey, lifeless...i dunno where the hell you got that but thats not how it is. that may be how it is for u when u don't smoke...but everyone is different....we're not all the same! so get this straight....i didn't really appreciate that post and i really don't see me not smoking as a failure...it is called "RECOVERY" not "FALIURE"....that was uncalld for as well! so take ur shit and flee the scene!

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hmm
I am learning to do this instead of posting so much negative stuff. Some people definately get under my skin but im "recovering" from spewing it in mean posts...actually so many people irritate me im surprised i havent been banned sometimes, but hey i am getting better with it. So id like to thank the mods for not banning me over the years because otherwise i might not have learned such a valuable lesson..however i still delight in letting people know they're ignored. :D

Weed is for people who can appreciate it any way. :dance:

sometimes things get too heavy in life to deal with stoned. sometimes your self tells you things in small ways and it is best to listen to it. however like everything else in life, perspective is the filter we use to view life. it's all in your perspective and therefore it's all in how you see your place in this world. develop your own perspective in life. seek self knowledge and open your mind to other viewpoints.
THAT IS WHY I SMOKE EVERYDAY

wishing you luck ... maybe after getting settled, you could go back to school long enough to finally learn the English language, and how to express yourself with actual " words " :smokin: