life-drugs&money=SHIT

wow ok you know for the past 2 months ive been able to smoke weed atleast 2 times a day everyday now im out of weed and out of money also i use to take 15-20 benadryl every night since the trip is just like wow and it gave me so many ideas well its been about 12 hours and i have not done anything and wow i feel like shit and all those idea i cant remeber except for one and it doesnt make since, and im not ready to go back to reality im tired of reality and i just want to have my weed and go back to my real life o and also parents are fucking retarded ok theres this chick her names amber o by the way im 15 and ambers 15 and i fucking love her with like alll my heart but i cant see her because her parents dont like me FUCKING PARENTS need to go do there fucking jobs make money and let people do w.e they want and stop controlling their life thats why i got away from it i left my house said fuck you mom and im now with my grandma shes the greatest but now she wont give me money FUCk man i love amber and i love weed and pills but she doesnt like me doing that man wtf am suppose to do ya know i cant even see her
but ahh man i dont know felt like letting it all out o yeah
the beatles rock stay stoned and they rock or just anytime wanna see my playlist here we go

1. Rocky Racoon
2.Lucy in the sky of diamonds
3.here comes the sun
4.strawberry fields forever
5.in my life
6.and i love her
7.Obla Di Obla Da
8.yesterday
9.yellow submarine
10. Eleanor Rigby
11. Revolution
12.I am the walrus
13.blackbird
14.pennylane
15.let it be
16.help!
17.twist and shout
18.come together
19.a hard days night
20.all my loving
21.something
o yeah you know what i need some seeds so if anyone has like 10 extra seeds they could send me as "SOVIUNERS" i will be in forever gratitude to you!!AIM:sToNeD420pEnGuIn
MSN:[email protected](despite the email im not black)

I'm just going to say this, I'm not flaming you. BUT....

You seem a bit of a bone head.
To be honest, you wonder why this girls parent's dont want you seeing her?
In the past 3 days, you have posted about :

OD'ing on sleeping pills
Eating mushrooms, from people you've never met.
Chronic smoking
No signs of a life: IE, your 15, so you don't work, do you goto school? Or you a drop out?
Any wonder why your grandma won't give you any money?
You haven't done anything for 12 hours and your gettin some withdrawal symptoms?
My advice to you is seek help.
I like weed an other stuff, but I've been clean for the past 6-8 months because I've wanted to be, I'm growing my own and am gonna love that but I think you need to give yourself a chance.
This girls 15, if she was 25 or something I'd agree, the parent's should butt out, but she's 15 for gods sake.
How do you afford all your stuff then? Because I'm a 21 year old guy, paying a mortgage,food bills, utility bills, electric,gas,water,council tax, I just about have some cash to myself, so pray tell how you get all these things for free?
Or do you get cash from those "FUCKING PARENTS" who should only go to work to earn money, simply to give it to you?

no i get money my doing shit around my house for my grandma and yes i do wonder why when her parents havent met me at all they know nothing about me except im a guy and thats why she cant see me its retarded i mean if they fully met me and deciede im bad then it would be fine but they dont even know me(and trust me im totally different when im not at home and when im with her(well the 2 times ive been able to seen her) i havent even thought about weed or pills cuz i dont need them i do go to school but school dont start until septermber 9th its summber break durr... also i know enough drug dealers that i get a lot of weed for free just chillin with them and i never pay for pills i always steal them and the thing is i dont wanna be clean i mean if i did i could but i dont, and i want to grow some but i cant get the seeds and my grandma wont let me order shit off the net cuz she says they are just gonna rip you off and i dont even speak to my parents well not my mom atleast for the shit she put me threw when i was younger becuase both of my stepdads were violent beat me and my mom and then left her and my mom said it was because of me they left so fuck her i hope she rots in hell my dad is cool and in a week or so im going to go help him on his jobsite to get some money

and its not the fact i dont want a job but im FUCKING 15 and the goverment is retarded and shit and i cant get a job so i have to wait until im 16 which wont be UNTIL JUNE 5th NEXT YEAR so it kinda sucks and yes i have tried to get seeds from my friends but they never come through and give them to me

yeah I know dumbo, that's why I said you haven't got a job, I'm not a moron for pete's sake.

So your grandma doesn't give you cash, unless you tidy up round the house.
(So she does give you cash.)
In the form of pocket money or whatever.
Yeah I know it's summer break, but it hasn't been summer break for the past two months has it. Durr.........
Judging by the thing's your saying you want me to feel sorry for you
(If I'm wrong I apologise, but by you going into your whole "I've had problems scenario" that's what I'm sensing.)
We've all had problems and to me it seems your just tryin to get away from them. I've had the pretty much the same circumstances as you and rather than say mine was worse than yours, or trying to get into a "I'm worse off than you" situation, I'm just going to say, I've been where you've been to a certain degree and pretty soon your going to have to make a choice, I just hope you make the right one.
Pretty soon people giving you weed is going to stop, I can't imagine anyone giving away 2 months worth of weed for nothing and stealing sleeping tab's is an all time low as far as I can see.
Yeah I've been offered free acid, shrooms, coke and many more but only after certain things happened and I know not to ask for things for free.

yeah the beatles totally rock but as for your situation, i think seeds are an awsome idea...do you really expect people to send them to you? you gotta be self sufficent when it comes to substances or you get to feeling a little helpless...(and makes you whiney) my boyfriend sells herb in town and im always used to kind of a constant free supply but recently he went away to europe. i was really bummed cause i spent every waking hour with him. without hima around i was so bord. whats worse is that i got fired the day after he left. i was broke and alone without a connect, now yeah life gets a lot worse and people are only gonna laugh at you if you bitch, thats what i learned frome the whole thing. be smart and creative when you want/ need a little buzz now and then if you stuck. call up an old friend or just find something to occupy your time get your mind off shit (read!) i know it sounds corny but to quote a man i admire very much,"some say they get a lot higher without drugs than with 'em, now ive never believed in this nonsense..."HST... anyway all im sayin is somethimes it fells good to enrich your mind and leave the petty shit behind. drugs should aid in opening your mind not closeing it.

hahaahahahahah lmao u got called a bonehead rofl :D:D:D:D



i havent heard that in awhile :)

:confused: :confused: actually the past two months have been sumber break lol, when do you go to school? i go from like septmber till beging of june so..umm ya im confused :confused: :confused:

I had a job when I was 15... legit too....

man, jobs are tiight.. i worked at toys R us for 2 years.. but we just moved so i had to put a notice in..

my greasy dad always asks if i need money, and hes a neurosurgeon, so hes rarley home.. he just offers me money all the time.. and ill fackin' take it. why the fack not? i keep my OWN money which i work in the bank.. my dad gives me cash and i usually spend it on greasy take out food.. or drugs.. or buy my girlfriend stuff.


money is makes the world go round..


cleaning your grandmas house?... damn, your a nice guy, homie..

holla!!

ive been there before an asshole stepdad and no drugs i know it sucks dick but you dont even live with your mum any more and you said your grandma is cool theres tons of ways to get money you just have to be creative like saying your going to the shops and get like a £5 or £10 then you just head down and buy someweed or whatever you want and like you said you know alot of dealers and your going to be going to your dads work soon so just tick them and give them the money when you get it or tell your dad you need money because its summer nd your bored dont steal the money though that just gets you into more problems

find a hobby.. i fix dirt bikes, and weld rails for kids.. my friend and i weld skateboarding rails.. its a little company called creazy creations.. man, this world is all about making money..


do something you love to do... and you'll never work a day in your life

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Originally Posted by she dont lie

do something you love to do... and you'll never work a day in your life

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Couldn't be more true...

she don't lie gives a good bit of advice...I'll add to it, and say 'karma makes the world go round, money makes everybody happy while it does'. basically, don't be a dick to people, and people won't be dicks to you...sounds like you're on the right track though. do yourself a favor, don't ever break the trust your g'ma has in you...keep cleaning up around her house, be a nice guy, you might end up with the house later on. (kinda morbid, I know, but still.)

and even though you're bitching, if you direct it towards the right people, and phrase it properly, they might say, "well, if you need money, I've got an attic to clean out' or 'my wife and I are going away for a few weeks, and we need a housesitter' or maybe even 'I'm a very rich person, and I need somebody to accompany my daughter and keep her in line. she's been known to drink to excess, and she hangs out with drug dealers and pimps...I'd be willing to pay you handsomely if you can hang out with her and show her the right way to live. you can also have a car.' (what? it could happen)

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I need somebody to accompany my daughter and keep her in line. she's been known to drink to excess, and she hangs out with drug dealers and pimps...I'd be willing to pay you handsomely if you can hang out with her and show her the right way to live. you can also have a car.' (what? it could happen)

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WOW I WANT THAT ONE MOMMY!!! lol wow if that happened i think well i think itd be heaven(did i spell tat right? i never spell it right and its my dogs name lol)

and goin