something recently wrong with me

sometimes i think i need anger management.

ive never been an angry person, any time of my life. always kind of quiet and nice. but just this last few months, i just freak out sometimes. sometimes i get so angry at somebody i just ... shake or go into a blind rage and say things i shouldnâ??t. sometimes i think of beating the shit out of the person/people im mad at (I never do it). and after, i feel VERY bad for thinking such things, sometimes I even fel like crying or screaming. even little things like movies can make my emotions go crazy. I do my best to make it not visible to anyone around me.

it really sucks and i donâ??t want it to be like this. but i cant help it. Maybe its all the years of suppressing im finally going crazy. I should tell my doctor :(

and no im not a psycho, I feel I have stong love and compassion for my fellow man, its just that they CAN BE SO FUCKING annoying sometimes :o

yep, its cancer!

psycosis is an possibility or depression dont leave this unchecked as the last thing you want to do is hurt someone you love i have had problems before and i know how uncontrolable anger can get when you loose it like that you are not in control as you say you can say things you would never normaly say you could also hurt someone you love so speak to someone doctor,family member but do not let this fester as it will only get worst it is good that you notice something is wrong that is a start hope you sort it out

well since we are all giving you medical advice, lol, I'll throw my 2 cents in

how old are you and what type of drugs/alcohol do you do and how much??

I ask cause outbursts can be many things, a way to get attention(you wont realize it either), you're depressed, or you could be bipolar(do you get mad and then a friend comes over you havent seen in a while and the "mad and anxious" feelings go away and you become extremely happy????)

LMK, I was diagnosed with bipolar syndrome and manic depression in my late teens, the meds help a lot-good luck sharpezor



S.Ranger

Ive always been like that, but it seems alot worse now when i stop smoking for a day than it used to be b4 i started smoking it could be weed or it could be all those cunts that pissed me off when i was too stoned to do anything about it, or it could be too much exercise or it could be tv who know's but i do hit friends sometimes they get too annoying at points, but been doin that since i was 6, move to belfast you'll blend in easily :)

It's call lack of pussy, bro! It's a common condition that effects men in thier late teens to early twenties. Go get laid, and all will be well again, trust me. No anger management needed; a good old fashion fuck session will do the trick.

I'm serious, btw. ;)

even that wont work after a day without smoke ;), i think its genetic im a far more relaxed version of my dad he flips out over nothing takes me a while longer even without being stoned but of course every person who gets annoyed easily and is kind of violent is lacking a sex life, mayb some of us just grow up in violent familys and neighbours, but nvm just a thought of course its the pussy :)

i get plenty of pussy got enough cash the herb is there always and still i find myself angry.i think its the city i live in.i get mad real mad for lil things.like at the market when they take out coupons im ready to kill.or in traffic.if people treat you good try and trat them better and when they treat you bad treat them worse.find a way to release the negative feelings cuz if you dont they will consume you as they are me

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i get plenty of pussy got enough cash the herb is there always and still i find myself angry.i think its the city i live in.i get mad real mad for lil things.like at the market when they take out coupons im ready to kill.or in traffic.if people treat you good try and trat them better and when they treat you bad treat them worse.find a way to release the negative feelings cuz if you dont they will consume you as they are me

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Yup I know what ur talkin about.
I think it'z a matter of sittin back and realizin what we have and not take shit for granted. It seems we got what we need and still not happy. There'z people out there who got it FUCKED up and still look forward in life, while we got more than most and remain hopeless!

But through every dark night, therez a bright day after that.

was up wicked those words have kept alive on more than one occasion "if we make it thru the night their will be a brighter day" pain = knowledge = power = more weed

Wierd, when younger pussy always got me through my anger issues. Of course, I live in the big blue country where everything's layed back, and there's not too many dumb fucks around here to get me started. :grin:

junkyard stay put homie.if you want a lesson in anger come live in los angeles ghetto towns for a couple of months.fucking roosters start making noise around 4 in the morning.the dogs stop barking at 3:58 so you get a full two minutes of quiet.then when you wake up you gotta breath the yellow smoggy air and sit in traffic forever.whats usually a 5 minute ride will take an hour or longer.no bullshit.then everyone is beeping and honking and just as grouchy as you.then when you get to work everyone is mad from traffic so the days fucked already.then when you wanna go buy some killer weed they charge 300 bucks a half oz.fuck the city life.we are all just rats trapped in a cage

Damn, man . . .I feel for ya, bro! I couldn't live in the city, not even for a couple months. The biggest city I've been in was Miami, and I hated it. Can't imagine what LA is like . . .

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sucks :o

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yep!

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"mad and anxious"

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cunts :)

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pussy! ;)

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pussy :)

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pussy

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FUCKED.

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wicked

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pussy :grin:

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fucking

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Ok, I better go do something productive. :D

Fucked???
I think you outta reword that bro.

You didn't say "pussy". I was trying to get a long line of "pussies".

Long line of pussies?
Tha fuck u smokin?
Lay off that shit.

Kamel Reds?

beachguy has cathair in his brain

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beachguy has cathair in his brain

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Oh ok, I see what'z up.

Yeah, sometimes it gets in my eyes.

thanks to (you know who you are) for replying

ranger, i only smoke weed (almost every night) and sometimes i drink.

i was in a crazy mood last night (when i wrote it) and maybe i over dramatized it a bit. still, its a problem, i intend to correct and i believe i will. This may sound ridiculous to some of you but i think God can help me through anything and this is no exception.

and junkyard, that may very well be it lol ;)

beach guy, did you go threw the forums and find those quotes? Amazing.

i get those exact feelings i thoght the blind rages were not common but i guess others have them i have some other thing which i think is differnet i black out and dont know what i do and luckily i have not caused harm to people but have broken things and then when the adrenaline dies down i feel worse than noraml rushes i feel like i want to die for what i did but the damage is done but lately have managaed to control them all i can say i got counciling and it helps

God can help you if you want him to.

Your anger sounds like a form of selfishness, coming from putting too much emphasis on self importance.

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that shit sucks!

why is it when something isn't normal a person immediately thinks something is wrong? what if we're so intelligent that our brain is telling us something is infact wrong and you need to bail (a spider-sense, if you will), but our own ignorant conciousness is blank and clouded by "rationalizing" these problems?

what is rational? tricking yourself into believing nothing is wrong, or following your instinct? we're animals, too. i'd hate to believe that we, too, don't have extra-sensory features. the brain is a complex organ. it operates it's own, just like your lungs, livers, pancreas, etc. we, my friend are the vessels for this superior intelligence. given our senses we are able to experience the experienced. just a thought.

i should change something about that last post. don't bail out. instead, recognize and solve. the answer is as clear as day. whether or not it can be put into a conversation, it can surely be put into a group of words. these group of words will seek out your problems and vanquish them.

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God can help you if you want him to.

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i know

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Your anger sounds like a form of selfishness, coming from putting too much emphasis on self importance.
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i know, im trying to fix it

as individuals we should realize that we are important. we are valuable. there are of course extremities. selfishness is taught.

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thanks to (you know who you are) for replying

ranger, i only smoke weed (almost every night) and sometimes i drink.

i was in a crazy mood last night (when i wrote it) and maybe i over dramatized it a bit. still, its a problem, i intend to correct and i believe i will. This may sound ridiculous to some of you but i think God can help me through anything and this is no exception.

and junkyard, that may very well be it lol ;)

beach guy, did you go threw the forums and find those quotes? Amazing.

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Im probably gonna be the only one to say this but I was really angray all the the sudden one day, and I kept getting more and more violent and mad everyday for a year, my grandma finally took me to the doc and he diagnosed the depression...said its common..my father also had it at that age...so if I were to make a real educated guess(since youre not withdrawing from any hard drugs, as you stated you only smopke)I would say you are depressed..I also thought that was crazy, "i wasnt depressed", but after a month on the meds I calmed down and things were a lot more cool, good luck brother

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sometimes i think i need anger management.

ive never been an angry person, any time of my life. always kind of quiet and nice. but just this last few months, i just freak out sometimes. sometimes i get so angry at somebody i just ... shake or go into a blind rage and say things i shouldnâ??t. sometimes i think of beating the shit out of the person/people im mad at (I never do it). and after, i feel VERY bad for thinking such things, sometimes I even fel like crying or screaming. even little things like movies can make my emotions go crazy. I do my best to make it not visible to anyone around me.

it really sucks and i donâ??t want it to be like this. but i cant help it. Maybe its all the years of suppressing im finally going crazy. I should tell my doctor :(

and no im not a psycho, I feel I have stong love and compassion for my fellow man, its just that they CAN BE SO FUCKING annoying sometimes :o

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i suggest you to try meditation. just concentrate on nothing, or good toughts. you need to find the reason of your problem tho, or else you will never solve it..

just see whats bad in your life or whatever. maybe its the city, as u said. maybe its something else.. u may want to consult someone that can help ya you know, its always good to do that

peace

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lol ;)

beach guy, did you go threw the forums and find those quotes? Amazing.

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It's a word from every quote on this thread.

When I first came, all I saw was "pussy, pussy, pussy".

Hey, maybe you have some sort of a mental illness like you Bi-Polar. This is a simple problem to be fixed i think you should see your doctor.