depression and ways of clearing your head

i wasn't to sure of what to title this, because im looking for a lot out of this thread. I've just been really down for like a month now, and sometimes when i'm high it makes it worse. i think it's because i just have too much on my mind. im worried about too much stuff. i'm going to be graduating soon, and i haven't got any plans for after school other than me and my friend wanting to get an apartment, and then one day build our own small house, grow our own marijuana, and live off the land like a couple of hippies. but i just need something to clear my mind, and i was wondering if anyone on here is into meditation? or if you know another way of reaching....oh you know what i mean... enlightenment? is that what im describing? anyway can anyone help?

maybe you should stop smoking until it becomes a fun, cheerful thing to do again.

graduating college?? or high school? well, sounds like you have a plan at least. i just would stress so much. stress kills ya know :thumbsup:

maybe you can take a yoga class. i know it may sound gay, but i heard it helps people relax.

Well if you don't know how, learn to play guitar, nothing else in the world in my opinion allows you to emit so much emotion.

try meditation, stop smoking fkr a wee bit, and take life by the horns

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Originally Posted by DazedandConfused

i wasn't to sure of what to title this, because im looking for a lot out of this thread. I've just been really down for like a month now, and sometimes when i'm high it makes it worse. i think it's because i just have too much on my mind. im worried about too much stuff. i'm going to be graduating soon, and i haven't got any plans for after school other than me and my friend wanting to get an apartment, and then one day build our own small house, grow our own marijuana, and live off the land like a couple of hippies. but i just need something to clear my mind, and i was wondering if anyone on here is into meditation? or if you know another way of reaching....oh you know what i mean... enlightenment? is that what im describing? anyway can anyone help?

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its our generation, man. we want everything now. we don't want to give things the time it needs. you can't blame an individual though. it's how we're raised. instant meals, pop it in the microwave and viola. instant gratification, grab a remote control and BAM! instant fun.
marijuana stimulates your brain, while relaxing your body. the time your given is enough to do whatever you wish. don't feel like your not going to get anything accomplished, because that's when depression truly sets in your mind.

step-by-step, day-by-day. leaping into things creates failure.

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Originally Posted by overdrive

Well if you don't know how, learn to play guitar, nothing else in the world in my opinion allows you to emit so much emotion.

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yeah but if you dont know how to play yet its frustration (at least it was for me and i dont see how it could not be cause it was hard at first) and that wont help the stress much unless u just sit down and play for hrs so u can really learn to play

im eating chips, and am coming down from dxm, and it feels like puding in my mouth :D

you're right man, i just feel like im missing something. i don't even know how to explain it, but just that im missing it.

like what is life all about?

life is all about living...and nothing more...

you can ask questions for eternity, and for some people thats their purpose, but its best to just live...

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Originally Posted by DazedandConfused

like what is life all about?

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living, man...living.

flamingskullballs, you jew bastard. lmao!

chips and dxm dont go well together for me because i have no appetite but yeah it does feel cool to eat things but then i usually feel sick

well im coming down, so i need food

wow this post has actually kinda answered a couple of my own questions. you guys rock. later.

i dont think anyone really knows.....they may think they do....but.....where's the proof?
maybe it's to find out the meaning of life?? does that work??

I dont know i went through a stage of being down and try to work out why I am here etc etc.....I still don't really know....i have theories now and again....but anyone of them could be true for all i know.....

just have a good life and laugh alot all the time

I think a big part of it is the age. I graduated HS last year and went on to crap ass community college. I've never been more unhappy and the shittiest part of it is that I wasn't particularly happy in HS either.

I think one reason is now is the time in my life that your supposed to take your life into your own hands and pursue what you really want in life. And I have no clue as to what I want.

i know exactly what i want in life

Then the only thing i could think to say is go for it. Throw yourself head long into whatever it is and get so busy you forget to be depressed.

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Originally Posted by Das Boot

Then the only thing i could think to say is go for it. Throw yourself head long into whatever it is and get so busy you forget to be depressed.

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those are some wise words, my friend.

@ dazedandconfused

ahh, the void. Like, why are we here? Why do we want to be happy? What's the point of being happy if it all ends anyways?

The most encouraging thing I can tell you is that there is great importance to life. There's a path to be following, and that there actually is a reason we're here other than accumulating memories and things. Those things are merely the biproduct of life. Now what is 'life'. Where does it come from? Is there a center to it? Too many questions haha.

The idea of God is something that is given to everyone, and everyone can choose to believe in him or disbelieve; to praise him, or repress him, but surley God, if he exists, would be truth, and the very existence of good. I believe based on what I've experienced through my life, that there is a God and he would like very much for us to at least attempt to have a relationship with him...further more he wishes we follow him with every fiber of our existence. I'm not trying to plug any one religion here, but I will tell you now that I've managed to find this relationship with goodness, peace and truth through christianity. In turn, every question I've had about my life has been answered, or else I've been shown that I WILL be answered. In response to your post I'm saying to you that you should first establish a relationship with God, and while it grows you will find more and more answers to life.

life is possibly the only thing, if it exists, that is truely immaculate

ill say to all ya what i always beleived

what is the meaning of life? the meaning of life is to find a meaning in the nonsense

because everything is nonsense, but nonsense has a meaning

whats the purpose of gettin depressed by life? life is what u want it to be, u decide what life is

if your depressed, life will suck. live your life as you want it to be. make everythint to fullfill all your dreams, because you only have 1 fuckin life. life is a gift. dont spit on it. keep your dreams lit

dreams make you live man. music too

just walk outside and focus on you fustrations and anger then fukin yell as loud as you can on the top of your fucking voice, these following lyrics ...[/B]


"Permanently Disfigured"
by my gods DYING FETUS

Just get the fuck down
In cold earth you rot
My fucking hatred
Will not be stopped
Uncontrolled I'm sent into rage
And let the bodies fly
An animal let out of its cage
I am the anti-life
Born under the bowels of the night
A creature undefined
Stomping on the face of a slut
My hate is undenied
Fuck your weakness
No concept of the earth
Your one dimension blinds
Wasting air since birth
You're better left behind
Intelligence deprived
Completely purposeless
I fucking hope you die
I want out of this cark, fucked, decrepit,
Corner of the world
Is there a place, where I can be alone
To think, and do, just what I fucking want
Tell me, tell me, what the fuck to do
the hate, burning, fucking overwhelms
I want, I need, to take a fucking life
Back, the fuck, away
I'm fucking gonna kill, kill, kill
Seconds are like hours floating by
A full fucked ultraviolent high
Tearing down the mother fucking walls
Piece By piece I'll rip your limbs off
Invariably the violence will arrive
Fuck you and fuck your fucking kind
Merciless, weed out the sick
Begging hard, I don't listen
Final scream, can't come too quick
Fuck you all so fucking hopeless
Quickly I proceed to resist
There is no compromise
Deranged I rise to challenge
The joining of your face with my fist
The marriage I prescribe
Helpless you fall so weakened
Ripping at the skin on your face
The pain intensifies
With haste your death is granted



now how you feel?

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Originally Posted by DazedandConfused

like what is life all about?

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Don't think too much mate!

Obviously, your gonna think about stuff, but if you spend too much time alone thinking, then you can cause yourself some problems!

Try and Mix with people alot, as it will occupy yor mind.

Don't take Coke or any other substance which will cause you too have big ups and downs. Don't become a Yo-Yo!

Just aim for normality, it ain't about having everything, its about bein happy!

Take it Easy

The sentence "I feel like im missing something but I dont know what it is" is like the depression motto, ive said that word for word at a point or another.

Its intresting you wonder what the point of being happy is, seems like such an artifical pointless desire for a brain chemical, yet when youre happy the question just makes no sense to you go figure.

I need to think of what comes after high school urgently too and I really like the sound of the Peace Corps. lots of pot, hot hippie girls, oh and that whole seeing the world and finding your place in it thing, good luck

life is a lesson we are all here to learn go to the top of a mountain and scream great stress release

life is what you make of it...it can be a great adventure through middle-earth, a laid-back movie, a thriller, and even a cheech n chong video...

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Originally Posted by flamingskullballs

life is what you make of it...it can be a great adventure through middle-earth, a laid-back movie, a thriller, and even a cheech n chong video...

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I want that to Grace my signature on this Forum!

Well Good that my Man! :D