Does anyone else fear that they are getting out of control? (Read post first)

I don't feel like I am but if someone who didn't do drugs saw me and what I do everyday I think that they would consider me a crazy drug addicted mofo. I smoke about 2-3 oz a week (with friends) and usually about a quad of the best chronic i can find. I'm always doing something, tripping out on shrooms, salvia, LSA. Every few days I have a huge party, we have everyone over to my friend nicks and we all either drink or trip or something and we ALWAYS smoke weed.

What do you think?

it depends if you are wooried about your health.....because it is obviously not healthy.

See if you can stop...for like a week or 2....if you can't stop then there is a problem....unless the problem is you not wanting to stop....in which case....only you can help yourself....lol

na ur just havin fun if i could do all that stuff i probly would

how old are you?

I'm 17 and all the friends that I HAD in highschool seem like little kids to me now, its mainly because im hanging out with a bunch of people who are all over 21. We all smoke and drink and shit and do any drugs we can get our hands on cause we all work together, also I deal/sell/buy about $600 worth of weed ever week.

It all depends on your point of view.

No one can tell you that you are doing too much stuff but yourself, maybe you could cut down.. and you were complaining about all the jobs you have to do before, so why spend so much fuckin' money if you don't like working so much?

Also Anonymous, he's like 15/16/17 can't remember lol, i think 16.. but i'm sure he'll clarify! :stoned:

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Originally Posted by daZenfmeister

I'm 17 and all the friends that I HAD in highschool seem like little kids to me now, its mainly because im hanging out with a bunch of people who are all over 21. We all smoke and drink and shit and do any drugs we can get our hands on cause we all work together, also I deal/sell/buy about $600 worth of weed ever week.

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So that's how you buy it all... cool:D

17 ur fine not like ur smokin crack or anything

Yeah work used to be kinda hard cause it was all day everyday, now its alday everyday but i also hang out with awesome people and smoke alot of weed so its so easy.

That's cool then man!

As long as you're happy, it's all good!:D

I hope so, all my old friends HATE me now. But I just think its because they can't have as much fun as me. But I bet thats not the truth...

first: i'm not talking about weed. weed is safe!!!

i think, you're tiring your system too much. the exhaustion may come. it's not about falling down and die,

it's just not very healthy to go overdrive with the same engine too long..

i'd surely just smoke weed and relax.. first.

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Originally Posted by daZenfmeister

I'm 17 and all the friends that I HAD in highschool seem like little kids to me now, its mainly because im hanging out with a bunch of people who are all over 21. We all smoke and drink and shit and do any drugs we can get our hands on cause we all work together, also I deal/sell/buy about $600 worth of weed ever week.

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I'm in a similar situation to you, just enjoy the ride mate :smokin:

i envy you, id love to be partying like that in my senior year in high school (im 17 too) but i fucked up last year and got into trouble...i say enjoy urself now before you are living on your own with bills to pay and rent and shit...if i could do what your doing right now, believe me i would...

it will only become a problem if you cant stop. but shit, have fun while you can.

Yes, I do feel you are losing control. Thanks for asking. :)

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Originally Posted by nickx760

i envy you, id love to be partying like that in my senior year in high school (im 17 too) but i fucked up last year and got into trouble...i say enjoy urself now before you are living on your own with bills to pay and rent and shit...if i could do what your doing right now, believe me i would...

it will only become a problem if you cant stop. but shit, have fun while you can.

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I'm actually in college, I dopped out and am taking college courses now.

im playing guitar 3 hours a day i think im gettin out of control

but nope, no drug probs :)

thats cool...i just assumed because u were 17 u were still in high school, but i guess not, but thats tight.

My only problem with drugs is that I don't have any. You think if I get caught they might throw me in rehab?

My critera is, are you happy if you aren't high? Being able to stop is in it of itself important, but for myself I've found it important to also be able to enjoy things while not high. The folks I've known who have developed issues all seemed to have this in common, that they slowly became unable to be happy without some sort of chemical.

*sigh* I haven't slept in 2 days, did that make sence? I don't even know anymore... the baby is trying to kill me, I swear.

what lizzie said... and it shouldn't interfere with other interests. If a drug habit starts to seperate you from friends, that's generally not a good sign regardless of how cool they aren't.

Unless you're growing a shitload of weed for yourself, I would be worried about money. I smoke, but my budget for it is very shallow. If I can't set aside some money into the savings, I don't smoke shit. If you're smoking 2-3 ozs a week, then you're throwing some mean cash around.

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Originally Posted by daZenfmeister

I'm 17 and all the friends that I HAD in highschool seem like little kids to me now, its mainly because im hanging out with a bunch of people who are all over 21. We all smoke and drink and shit and do any drugs we can get our hands on cause we all work together, also I deal/sell/buy about $600 worth of weed ever week.

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Don't worry man I was the same way.

When I was a waiter I was buying OZ's of MID's a day and just smoking out with my friends and family.

They never said anything but now that I look back, 20,000 and 6 months later, I was smoking 24/7 (besides work). There were times when I would smoke all night, then blaze a blunt right before I get to work, just to wake up.

I'm not "out of control" as some people would call it now. I do have my first regret in life, and that is the fact that I spent 20,000 on weed and never bought an ounce of dro with it only mids and some kind chronic.

Now I'm sticking to hash, It's cheaper around here and keeps me high longer.

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Originally Posted by daZenfmeister

I don't feel like I am but if someone who didn't do drugs saw me and what I do everyday I think that they would consider me a crazy drug addicted mofo. I smoke about 2-3 oz a week (with friends) and usually about a quad of the best chronic i can find. I'm always doing something, tripping out on shrooms, salvia, LSA. Every few days I have a huge party, we have everyone over to my friend nicks and we all either drink or trip or something and we ALWAYS smoke weed.

What do you think?

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i remember one time, i was talking with a friend about things i did in my absence in our own friendship, and he explained that when he saw me, i looked unhealthy. i was doing a moderate amount of drugs, but it seemed like almost every other day we were fucked up somehow. it worried me to be seen like he described, and i didn't even know i looked bad. fortunately, i stopped using illicit drugs and continued the usage of marijuana, and i've finally filled in. i used to be out-of-control...boy do i miss those days...

not it aint bad for u me and my friends do that shit everyday to and I sem fine at least I hope

lol, I know boys that'll go out into town have a sniff, Come back and buy an Ounce of the stuff and sit sniffing that and smoking weed untill the next afternoon, Playing cards,

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Originally Posted by daZenfmeister

I don't feel like I am but if someone who didn't do drugs saw me and what I do everyday I think that they would consider me a crazy drug addicted mofo. I smoke about 2-3 oz a week (with friends) and usually about a quad of the best chronic i can find. I'm always doing something, tripping out on shrooms, salvia, LSA. Every few days I have a huge party, we have everyone over to my friend nicks and we all either drink or trip or something and we ALWAYS smoke weed.

What do you think?

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I think you sound like me, minus the LSA lol. Yeah... I do the same thing man, weed, drunk, shrooming... it seems like whenever i'm awake... I'm fucked up.... I'd say it all depends on your point of view man.

Same here... oh well... as long as the nasty drugs keep away, I'll be alright.

These past weeks blow my mind pplz. I've never been this crunchy in my life. And i manage to do all the things im suposed too. But this is crazy as fuck! :D Im in control bitches.

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Originally Posted by Lily420

Im in control bitches.

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The last words of a dying addict.

HAHAHA

j/k

im 20, and have done more in a short period of time then most of done there whole lifetime. i did the same thing you did, when i found all the fun thing the drug world had to offer, i went ballistic with it. i was the baby of the group, so i pretty much got what i wanted when i wanted it...i was 14-15, they were all like 19-23.
people told me i was getting out of control, and maybe i was. but no one knew my body better then me. i knew my limits, and was pushing them.

all ive learned is if your going to be stupid, be smart about it!! have fun and do some for me!

thats not partying, thats being a lush.
Its ok if your rich, otherwise your just living in a state of total refusal of reality. :thumbsup: