Life is getting hard

Well i just about had the worst week ever. In the last 7 days i got a speeding ticket, got busted for smoking pot by my parents, my good friend of 3 years drowned, and today my grandmother passed away of lung cancer. Now for a 17 year old, thats a lot of shit.

Now i told myself when i got caught for smoking....for like the 5th time....that i was gonna stop for awhile until i gain my parents trust back, but now i really just wanna smoke a j with my friends and talk this shit out. So thats probably gonna be my plans for the night.

I dont know if anyone cares about this but i just wanted to say that life is so fragile, and you should life it to the fullest.

Sorry to hear of all your loss and stress man.

Take it easy try to deal with things as they come. It will get better.

Days like these ...has reminds you to respect the things you take for granted.maybe kharma played a deeper mode, the traffic cop saved you from your accident...that might have killed you too..you and your parents making the effort of bonding as a tribe..your friend that drowned this could only be his fate..grandmother even tho she died of lung cancer...she has taught you, you could live a long time and enjoy life...she smoked a long time to become a grand mom.....i think life is true..and humans are fragile...we understand the things we dont want to understand..that life moves on ticking away...things come and go..but us humans..the fragile ones..must have faith......tokes...hey just trying to cheer you up...with out the saddness there wouldnt be a happiness...

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Originally Posted by naluman

with out the saddness there wouldnt be a happiness...

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Agree.

Hang in there, MRBO...things can only get better. *Hugs*

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Originally Posted by MRB041

Well i just about had the worst week ever. In the last 7 days i got a speeding ticket, got busted for smoking pot by my parents, my good friend of 3 years drowned, and today my grandmother passed away of lung cancer. Now for a 17 year old, thats a lot of shit.

Now i told myself when i got caught for smoking....for like the 5th time....that i was gonna stop for awhile until i gain my parents trust back, but now i really just wanna smoke a j with my friends and talk this shit out. So thats probably gonna be my plans for the night.

I dont know if anyone cares about this but i just wanted to say that life is so fragile, and you should life it to the fullest.

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sorry to hear about your friend dude.thats a hard thing to deal with ..ive buried several over the years and it never gets ezer..but keep your chin up dude things will get better ..and believe me there are alot of people out there that have had a worse few weeks than ya'll have ..im sure we will all try and have some good thoughts for you ..take care peace jim

Completely have you there, you just need to find a happy place somewhere and hold onto it like a fat chick on a big mac.

couldnt of said it better myself nalu, lifes got its up and downs, sure sometimes u wonder why all this shit is happening to you. but everyone gets their fair share of shit thrown at them. I kno if 1 of my buddies passed, i proboly wouldnt even be able to talk about it, so that shows that yer a couragous person man. Keep Yer Head Up, things will get better.

same happened to me... got busted hardcore by my parents for the first time and they really really brought it out to all the seriousness it could be ( blown way out of proportion but my parents are psycho)

then about a week later my grandma died and my parents said a bunch of really fucked up shit about it like she probably wouldnt of died if i wasnt smoking and god wanted to punish you too and just completely wierd and ruthless stuff then after about a month one of my good friends "accidentally" "shot himself" in a hunting accident and so everybody gets together i smoke again after my parents put me on the piss test plan monthly but i didnt care cuz i was pretty distraught over this... but come to find out, the kid he was hunting with, shot him... im sure it was accidental but then he made it look like he shot himself and stuff and is now on trial so when it came time for my piss test again i tested positive and told them to fuck off cuz my good friend just got shot by another friend of mine and they havent really said a word to me about pot since and also i never quit again after i started after his death

luck on you

Nalu's outlook is very good for your soul & body.Life is short & when people around you die your exposed to mortality.My father died when i was 11,20 years ago & the cut is just as deep as that day.Now I have 3 kids that I love more than the air I breath.Dont trip on things you have no control of.Just try to live your life & be happy to of had those people in your life as long as you did.Wish you nothing but love & life

I am sorry for your loss.
What Naluman said rings so true and real that I could not possibly add to it.
I hope that your life gets better.
Take care...
Love and light...

Love and light..so many nice things these people say...good people, thats always a great aprt of any life worth remembering; good people...
I have had so many of my friends die, its to the point wehre oldest friend i have is like the barrel in a revolver, your going to burn next...but one thing that has kept me going is the limitless potential of love and beuty and acceptance of love and life as it comes to me...the stronger i have been loved is the harder life has fucked me, justice is that blind bitch hugging me while everything esle is in flames...salvation for me has come from having everything burn around me untill only i was left, and being spared because of the pure things i have accepted, which i am not nearly clean enough to truely deserve.
I wish peace to you, and the sun in your eyes, the sun in your eyse is a long slow path, with the shadows behind you, stumble so you dont lay down and give up.

:d now heres a belgian ale, a 3 breath line of columbian and all teh afghan your guts can take man, rock on!

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Originally Posted by MRB041

Well i just about had the worst week ever. In the last 7 days i got a speeding ticket, got busted for smoking pot by my parents, my good friend of 3 years drowned, and today my grandmother passed away of lung cancer. Now for a 17 year old, thats a lot of shit.

Now i told myself when i got caught for smoking....for like the 5th time....that i was gonna stop for awhile until i gain my parents trust back, but now i really just wanna smoke a j with my friends and talk this shit out. So thats probably gonna be my plans for the night.

I dont know if anyone cares about this but i just wanted to say that life is so fragile, and you should life it to the fullest.

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...perhaps it's time for you to re-evaluate your life. i'm sorry for your losses.