buzzkill 'do not read unless stocked up

yesterday was a wierd day
i had a pal come over and we road around smoking had a beer and was searching for my nieghbor,i get home and find out my nieghbor is dead
he died the night before from taking to many pills i assume,
freaky as can be he was here and i had told him go rest you look like ya about to die
he siad he "didnt care" was his exact words
and went on down the road to get pills was last i seen him ,he was happy he found some 80's he could go buy,and was telling me he had weed too.
i bet there is a some dude out there selling 80s worried about now....

i was sad when i took the note off his door about some phone calls that came for him,
and his ho,runs back after leaving him for other dudes to see if she can get in his house? to get his stuff ?
she was why he was so down and out,he bought her cars and stuff trying buy her love ,she just took it all and went to fuck other men and he would take her back.ive seen it twice in the 8 months he lived next to me.
she played him like a fiddle id bet money she feels like she won a lotto

i think im pissed off at a dead man.ever been pissed off at the dead?
i am mad at him for making me feel like shit as i do ,for doing enough pills to kill himself,not caring about his own life,he just didnt care if he lived or not,he lived on pain killers and he died on them.he had friends i dont think he knew how many becuase so many where just dope deal pals.
writes down in the fucked up book 'oxycotin has taken another life"

RIP Russell 'Russ' Roberts


sorry if i ruint ya buzz ,had to get this out my head somehow

toke one for him
he would for you.
peace

This is a sad day indeed. :( RIP Russel Roberts

RIP! RUSS. Oxy`s have fucked up alot of folks down here also nowhereman. Mostly those with an addictive background. I`ve tried em for pain and a buzz. Strong shit either way man.
I guess budweiser will kill me soon enough? Its raining here, ever heard you go to heaven when its raining when they bury you? LOL. I read it in a old book. Peace to you and yours.

RIP. this one's for him *toke*
Yeah them OXy 80's, killer shit indeed. I ain't had an 80 in over a year

Im sorry that you are going through this. Yeah I think its ok to be mad at a dead person. Most anybody who was close to someone who died is gonna be mad at them for dying at one point or another. Part of the grieving process. Maybe Russ is at peace now. Maybe his ho ass g/f will realize that playing with peoples hearts isnt always fun and games! Condolences to the people who loved Russ.

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Im sorry that you are going through this. Yeah I think its ok to be mad at a dead person. Most anybody who was close to someone who died is gonna be mad at them for dying at one point or another. Part of the grieving process. Maybe Russ is at peace now. Maybe his ho ass g/f will realize that playing with peoples hearts isnt always fun and games! Condolences to the people who loved Russ.

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just talked to his granny who raised him
he had parked his car in hamlin and went to sleep or passed out.
he did not drink btw
the state police took him to jial
he died in custody
usual lincoln county bullshit they care less if you die or are killed
only want to arrest somebody for anything.

his granny just told me plain not to let his lil tramp in his house and i be dammed if she gets in there .
how low do ya got to be to go in and take from the dead

she comes back she will find a pissed off hillbilly telling her go away or be taken away in cuffs or even a ambulance
her chioce


and thanks yaw for a place to vent some sad rage
peace

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how low do ya got to be to go in and take from the dead

she comes back she will find a pissed off hillbilly telling her go away or be taken away in cuffs or even a ambulance
her chioce


and thanks yaw for a place to vent some sad rage
peace

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Damn right, keep her out of there, that's one thing you can do for the guy even though he is already dead. I'm sorry to hear about your friend, and I will toke one for him later on.

Damn this made me sad, well Russ now has a place in my heart as well I hope if I die tomorrow I'd get remembered as much as this dude. It's the person who is selfless like it sounds like russel was who is the greatest person of all.

Keep that bitch out man I admire you as well thats a good friendship.

get a shirt with a picture on it of him

sorry to hear about your bro..and to answer your ?? yea ive been mad at dead people before .. my best friend died of a heroin/cocaine overdose on his 28th bday ..and for a while me and my ex wife both felt like he had abondoned us ..even after 9-10 yrs he is still missed very much..but like the old song goes... all a friend can say is aint it a shame

man im really sorry that happend man, its hard to lose a friend

RIP Russell