Losing my ego and having multi personalities on marijuana!

I seem to get streams upon streams of the most illogical, abstracted thoughts upon getting blazed up. These abstracted thought are so powerful and intellectualizing, that with my present sober mind, I cannot even GRASP the roots of my thoughts I experience when high. Why, in direct contrast with you stoners, I get outstandingly intensifying effects?
Let me give you an example. The other day when indulging in a bowful of mothernly green bud, after a few moments, I experience extreme ego disaccociation, and lost the concept of myself...lost touch with my mind...with my ego. Next thing you know, I am thinking in a totally different way devoid of my normal thoughts! I feel and think as if I am different person! I forget my name...I lost touch with all social interactions..getting so introspective to the point that I become devoid of all external stimuli.
It always turns out that I become a genious scientist on mission to analyze the computerized network of mathematical equations before me. EVerything around me including the skies, the buildings, the sun all becomes ruptured into trillions of fragmentations of microscopic cells of disimbursed reality, everything consisting of mathematical formulas. Something of a virtual reality..deattached from reality. Everything becomes an abstracted puzzle that I must identify with codes (Dont ask..I cannot explain this) that I get from various receptors in my brain embedded upon. Everything around me, I attach with codes, and process each cell, a part of an object fragmentation, of a given solution in proportion with the codes I refer to my own library. For example, I saw the telephone booth disintegrate into 3,123,900 trillion microscopic cells. I then linked each of these cells in accordance to their classification, each cell having it's own unique identifying code, and from there, I try to relink the codes in every single variation as I can, so as to restructure the matters and atoms sourrounding it. I become introspectively autistic, obsessing in solving every single one of the codes, to identify the given mathematical theorem of each given problem. The telephone booth becomes one large puzzle I must solve.
Weird huh?
Anybody get these split personalities?
Next time I get high (this sunday) I will bring a journal with me, write down everything under the personality of the scientist, and you will see this for yourself. Look for my next thread by sunday night :)

what the fuck are u smoking?

Sorry bud, that isn't weed.

Sounds like you are skitzophrenic. Reminds me of a beautiful mind ((the movie)). They say weed can push some people who are already bordering on skitzo over the edge. They, being the government. And some scientific studies Im sure as well. It seems a pretty likely concept.

Or laced weed. -laughs- I suppose I shoulda just took the simplest answer.

"introspective to the point that I become devoid of all external stimuli."

I've been there before, but only when smoking some seriously good weed.. lol

By the way, good to see you back, Toking With Jesus. Haven't seen you for ages.. or have I just been looking the wrong places? Not that I was looking for you, but you get what I mean :D

I dunno what he's smoking, but I want some!

I remember you talking bout that total personality change before, that shit's ridiculous. If it keeps happening I wouldn't pin it down on weed alone, I think you just got weird weed genetics.

Maybe you should only smoke pinners for awhile, to see if it's your weed chemistry, or if you really are going mad. ;)

NO! not pinners!

either you got dusted, schitzo, or you have a ghost that lives in your body and is let out when you smoke bud.

I understand what your saying completly...I do this sometimes not often but sometimes...Exspeically if its that good ole kentucky weed ya know...I'm like so.....intelligent ...right.

I often write really good poetry....when I'm high, I can't draw or color worth shit but I write really interesting things down on tables, or paper...or walls.......whichever is closest.

ive had similar effects i think but couldnt be bothered to read the whole post
where my whole views on the world change, just strange things kind of like i feel in a soap opera but hard to explain

oh just read ur post fully no fuck that sounds like the matrix or something
weird shit can happen though

Thank you all for your help during this great difficult moment of my life.
Now, out of what everybody said..I would be inclined to suspect that i may have weird weed genetics (Is there a such thing as weed genetics or did you make that up?)
My uncle, on my mom's side, was a toker I believe. He would have VERY similar Marijuana trips as me, so I heard. Everything around him became scientifically broken down into microscopic fragmentations of mathematical equations. This is not Schizophreniaa I suspect, because I am never paranoid, I am not delusional in any way, and I don't think big brother is after me lol.
Quite the contrary I am.
Anyways, in real life, in sober life....I HATE math...but on Marijuana, visual mathematics just strike me as "The beautiful and lofty". Well....I AM a different person..so. ANyways, this sunday you will be getting the report from the scientist himself. I gotta figure out a name for this scientist. WHat should I name him?

yes it does work that way..sorta a mental etch a sketch for the brain :D