This is a tale of my day today.It was supposed to be a sat like any other saturday.
All started today at:
L's house at around 12:00. L is a heroin/crack addict and has been a friend/accquaintance for about 5 years.We have tripped and done e and everything together. I always knew of him being snakey and shit,but he never was to me and was always legit.I used to get him absoluted bomb yay and chunk,and we generally "help each other out" when needed.
Well me and L sat around for a while and talked.Well I regularly get methadones from L and have for quite some time,so generally i trusted him.So i gave L 60 bones.Then another accquanitane arrived in his car(B we will call him). B is also someone i have known for around 5 years and is regarded as about as hard as it gets in the particular town we were in Now L needed a sac and them dones(for me) as i had paid him.However B can get dones at the same price and closer and can get better prices for bud from the same dude L could go thorugh.So L and I sent him off with my loot.(and L's loot for the bud.) Now,ecently B and L have been fueding,but ithough nothing of it. So B pulls out to the place.And L is already like" i hope that muther fucker comes back".
This threw up flags for me.B neve came back with mine or L's money or shit. So me and L look for him,all the meanwhile L is apologizing for giving my money to this "head". I had feelings i got set up. So now i have 40 bucks on me and no dones.So absolutely stupidly i give L the other $40 and took a drive to get em elsewhere,and L said i could chill at his house.So i felt good about that andi sat and waited.Finally an hour later, pologizing cuz he no longer has my $40 A guy R who i also know supposedley(in L's words) that R thought L robbed a zip off his table,so R kept my money(R thinking the moeny was L's). Well L apologizes and swears he will go get me dones from his mah,to compensate for the $40.L then leaves to find his mah with me at his house.After probably an hour i leave.Coincidentally i bump into R.I ask him if he thought L took a bag from him.R said he never made those accusations and and that he never took 40 bucks from L.
At this point i'm infuriated,obviusly cuz at the least L has lied too me. But then i see R's son,and he tells me he just seen L and he is going to the city.I said "oh shit.R's son then says yea,i seen him earlier said he was 30 bucks short of an eightball.I then tell his son my story,and he says "well im sure L has robbed ur loot,it was the 30 he needed and 10 for gas." Then it really set in that L has been the fiend matermind behind the disappearance of all my loot.I'm not%100 sure he took thefirst 60 but if he took the 40 im sure he had something to do with it.
SHit like this reminds me of my pity for the true fiend.The true fiend is willing to throw away any of his relationships away for a fix.Now,i do my share of substances,but am never grimey about shit.I've experienced alot of this in my 4 or 5 years in "the scene" but not in a few years.Just disappoints me.Not because of the $100 i will never be able to get back,it is the morals.L will be dealt with,i will nevr get my money,but i will get "compensation" somehow hopefully,in one way or another.
There was so much conspiring today between fiends,that i could not even post all of it. I've left out lots of parts mainly because when i go back to edit when i type it deletes the letter in front of it. But also because it would be too long.
Godamn fiends never cease to amaze me.Peace
dta
